1st November 2010

It is really a time traveller for my uni life..
Remembered on july, I just a little degree girl that entered UTM (University of Technology Malaysia)..
Once blinked my eyes, its november!
Awwwhh.. time really passed by like flowing water..
Well, during this few months, im away from home. Its definitely for me to miss my dear sweet home and family.
On this month, I will facing my final of Semester I for my course.. After that, my Sem 1 ends and Sem 2 comes! Omg.. why so fast? I don want to be such fast!
This indirectly prove that Im getting old! swt til the max..
lolx.. well.. hope i can do well in sem 1.. yet.. i stil reluctant to touch the books.. so so reluctant and lazy... Oh gosh.. better start to pick up my playful mind and get full strength and attention on study!
4 papers of examination.. Principle Chemistry, Inorganic Chemistry, Mathematics, TITAS... I better win you 4 to exchange a good 1 month holiday and a better life in Semester 2.. hahahhahaa..
Chaoz...

After raya..

This 2 weeks raya break.. I've used it completely with fun and outings... ^^
Not only with my family.. STK schoolmates.. old buddies.. but oso my 9 gang pal as well..

I had done so so many activities ... karaoke.. movies.. steamboat buffet.. BBQ.. Pantai Remis 2D1N... Genting... Makan makan... Bak Kut Teh... Dimsum.. Restaurant dinner.. mamak.. bowling~~~ so so much.. ^^

Yet.. it is really not enough time for me to rest enough... i haven done many things... my revision.. shopping.. trips... how wish i can have enough time to do so..

Lolx.. Summore.. Gain weight d!! ish.. wat a bad thing.. Keep eating making my weight gain but not lose... Aiks.. i think start from now on in uni gona keep my diet well d.. ^^

One more thing.. I managed to learn bake cookies before i back to uni.. hahaha.. thanks to Michelle Tan which willing to fetch us to JJ to buy the ingredients... well.. this is the first time we bake.. and oso last time.. for them la.. hahaha... cox.. its kinda tiring to repeat the steps and wait for the cookies to well-bake... Yet, it is a nice experience baking with u all.. muacks... next time.. better we learn other else.. baking and be a good housewife.. isnt our 1st priorty to be.. rite?.. ahhahahha

Aiks.. back to UTM.. is kinda like back to jail... everyday repeat the same things.. work.. and jobs.. its tiring.. but.. i will try to solve it soon enough.. advice myself to be independent!! aza aza!!! kar yao!!!!!!! ^^.. thats all for this time..

p/s: Everyone who see this blog post.. everyone i knew... meet u all on december ya!!! Don forget.. ^^

Raya Holiday means Back To HOMETOWN!!

^^.. BACK HOMETOWN!!

Lolx.. i guess.. im the only one who so eager to back to my dear hometown - Klang although i just went back last month..

Well.. this time i have my 2 weeks break for raya celebration.. that's why im so happy to back here and sleep at my own sweet bed..

A Uni Life... some sort like been moved outside alone and work there for months.. leaving my own hometown away like around 400km?... is a far journey though.. yet im not regreting to study there at Skudai, Johor. It gave me a chance to live independently.. to learn myself and to built myself mentally and physically.. although i always spent my time on washing the clothes.. my bedsheet.. waiting bus to go study.. etc etc.. all these had proven myself i will survived even though im outside alone.. without my mum's help and dad's protection.. Without a car in Johor, is really a suffer matter as the university's bus is not punctual in time espcially on saturday and sunday.. so that is the matter i dislike to go shopping on weekends.. the taxi drivers here.. aiks.. 1 word to mention : non-intergrity... even a uni students oso been bullied for extra pay whenever u are alone taking for a ride.. So, there goes reality stands for..
Self protection is a necessary matter in order to live in real society..

FYI, im so happy that my maths paper had passed quite well which 22/30.. Yet.. there comes a shocked news that.. my lecturer decided to close the 'case' internally and asked us retake the test!! wth... i really speechless when the lec told us so.. i wonder izit this called as uni life?... mum and dad shocked when i told them about this..
This is a good lesson that let us know that uni life.. is like that ~ 'simple'.. 'easy'... & complicated.. Arghh.. it is ridiculous enough....

Anyway.. I enjoyed my holiday with a fully packed schedule.. hahaha.. since saturday.. i had my outings with my bunch of school classmates.. my old 9 gang.. and ex-schoolmates.. its quite fun and memorable that we can hang out together again... KP.. station 1.. Aeon Bukit Tinggi.. Neway Centro.. BBK Jusco.. are good places to hang.. although i had went for years.. ^^..

Well.. i guessed.. i will be miss all of these again when i back to Uni.. haha.. Do remember.. hanging out with you all.. is the best thing i ever had.. ^^ Love ya guys.. Muacks!

A journey.. of my pursued study.. in UTM

Well guys.. guessing everyone is busying with their uni life.. but.. its quite sad when i heard some of my friends dint continue their further study in uni life as they doesnt have good result.. but life still goes on rite? ^^.. hope they will have bright future in career job as well..



Ok.. bak to the topic... hmm.. study in uni.. is easy?.. well.. for me it is tiring than my secondary.. in physical or mentally aspect.. clothes got to wash ourselves manually.. if lazier students will prefer pay rm 2 once for the washing machine.. for assignments.. hmm.. its good that in group who willingly to share and separate the works so that easier.. but.... haiz... u shud know the condition when your partner is somekind of... irresponsible person who do not wish to contribute together and push all the job to you.. *sighs..... maybe someone will think that.. are you sure yur partner or group member is liddat?.. but they looks aint liddat.. or maybe is your prob?...oh gosh.. does we can recognise a stranger is actually a terrorist or bad person just look with their appearance?... zzz.. if like that then whole world's bad guy sure being catched.. If i'm the one who mentally prob.. den you would probably the 1st one who avoiding me me right?.. swt..



Honestly to tell.. this does let me have a lesson.. that is.. self-protection.. no matter what.. be positive and determine what is important to ourself than be a stupid person who let others to control.. a stranger .. still a stranger.. please do not trust 100% on themselves.. if not.. pandai pandai la...



Currently Im taking Bachelor of Science (Pure Chemistry).. well.. in my class.. there is a total of 33 person.. Among us who are chinese is just... 5 person.. it is a tiny number if compare to the another neighbour course in Idustrial Chemistry.. well.. there sure is got pro and cons if got many ppl and less ppl.. Although sometimes feel a bit upset for it.. but... 5 of us quite good together and get to know more each other.. ^^

Hmm.. I think I should stop here... Next time continue the topic.. ^^

Before June.. After May..

Since.. ages ago.. this blog had roating all the way..
^^.. Anyway.. Maybe Im busying with my work and doesnt have the mood to update anything at all..
Once blink my eyes, there is June coming around.. Recently just knew USM had provide me a course (Tech of Bioresource, Paper and Coating).. It is in last rank of my list in USM.. even Bach of Mass Comm (in the 4th rank).. they oso dint provide to me.. sob.. duh... I think Im gonna reject it..
Mum and dad doesnt disagree for what course Im choosing.. So it might be a benefit for ppl who wish for freedom.. but not me.. Mum said no need to think further about future.. bla bla anything but just complete the degree stage 1st.. She said.. once it comes.. everything will be ok soon.. Therefore.. study sin lor.. boh bian.. what to do.. ^^

Work as admin almost half year.. and its kinda suffer and tonnes of work for me to do since i work for 4 bosses.. Yet i had learnt alot as well.. Thanks for the experience they had teached me.. So on june.. its time for me to think whether i shud work till 15th or 30th.. ^^ I wana have a break for me to shopping.. loitering and mushrooming a while.. Dunno what will be if so hectic life suddenly become meaningless break.. I should be a shroom later on.. haha..

Anyway.. feel want to go Penang makan makan.. sighs.. ~~~ Chaoz guys... Here Mr.Headache comes.. ^^

Kinda way too long i dint update my blog..

well.. since got the result thingy.. hardly to meet up with my gangs until last week celebrate with my classmate's birthday.. lolx.. sorry for him edmund soo that i haven wish a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha.. pity him that waiting our gang's to text him for wishes until 12am but no one do so except wengkit tham.. not our fault to be blame off but his dear xsu ting asked to.. haha.. And not to forgotten my dear Michelle Tan's birthday celebration yesterday.. We went to 88 steamboat buffet after MPAB finished from 6.30pm until 9.30pm.. Just a word to describe there.. HOT!! ^^.. Even though the place is not so romantic.. mess around.. but no matter where we celebrate.. is worthful as long we are together crap around and concern each other.. our heart will be bonded together and forever ya..

Fyi.. currently im working as an admin in a financial company.. busy busy busy.. from 9 to 6.. busy busy busy.. haha.. said really.. i dont really could catch the rhythm nicely and always forgetful.. yet im trying my very best to learn everything.. some people saying that work as admin really boring enough as i heard many of them just like.. spelling abc? or photocopy?.. but mine looks way hard and more work to do.. haha.. so i dont know whether im lucky ones or unlucky ones.. the lucky part.. is i think i can learn more things.. the unlucky part.. is im gonna learn ALL the things.. So.. i shud close 1 eye and work 1 eye.. Strive to the MAX!!! lolx.. Yet life still goes well as i haven 'ding dong kiao' like a tortoise.. haha..

(Hmm.. Thinking) Wondering how will It be when June comes?.. Izit anything will change start from that point? or I just will like standing way far from it?.. Well.. Mum asked me not to think so far.. and just depends on the condition.. Nothing should be a stone to blocked you a mile way off if you dare to step forward and handle it well by yourself.. (Sometimes.. talking is much easier than you think.. Agree? ^^) But.. she is right.. all the time.. If i dint do it myself.. I wont get experience from it..

zzz.. Doesnt have mood enough to blog it anymore since someone starting to make my nerves on.. chaoz..

P/S : KS is not A QUITTER and I Wont let myself be A QUITTER!!

sighs.. kinda emo lately.. doesnt know what is the real reason that causing it.. maybe working pressurized me around.. and stupid hp.. mayb he was old d.. always hang gei and making me many probs.. unable to sms and find contact list.. sob..

Until now..i stil unable to decide what i really want to pursue.. too much opinions and reasons making me headache.. i know that im kinda ridiculous for it.. but what to do.. in order to prevent jobless for future.. i need to find a solution and work it out nicely..

About work.. every week since monday i already start to think for coming sat and sun break.. cox working is really exhausted for me.. 9am to 6pm.. an hour break.. really too long.. but i must stand for 3 months.. 3 months.. after that will over for everything!! jia you!!! ^^

p/s: yday kinda a horrible day.. swt

Decisions

Sorry for so long only update my blog.. cox recently kinda busy with tonnes of work in my new company... As a newbie.. Im gonna learn all the things by a month or 2 .. Kinda horrible.. rite? ^^..
Well.. last week.. i got my STPM result and it was kinda shocked that i got it.. 3.5 is a satisfied result for me already.. so i dint expect much bout it.. Now the main thing is.. i dunno what courses should i take.. Looks like many people already decided for it since the deadline on 30th march..
About those courses.. all looks similiar but i dislike all major in physic courses.. Thinking bout chemistry engineering.. a most hard and challenging subject.. as most seniors said.. I feel wana to take it.. hmm.. besides that.. what courses should i take for the 2nd choice and etc .. i reli doesnt have any idea bout it.. ^^ Hopefully i can make a draft or final decision before next week ends.. Fight for it guys!! For yourself... A Uni life!!

Depression..

Is way too much for me.. Im depressed!
Before 20th Feb.. im stil enjoying my cny happily.. Visiting relatives and friend's house.. Eating all around.. Etc etc..
Until i got a call from mr lim sheng yu last friday if not mistaken.. He told me that radio station had annouced stpm result will out on 25th Feb 2010.. that is 2mr..
so.. i dont know whether i should sigh or happy that the result coming out such early.. ^^
I dont dare to think for my result.. since i feel that im done it kinda.. badly..
Anyway.. wish everyone good luck for 2mr and no matter what happen.. don give up wil do!!
May god bless us all the way!! ^^

Random post

lolx. Cny is just around the corner. Angpau angpau, new clothes, bagua, steamboat, BBQ, cookies, play play play!!! BREAK BREAK BREAK!! Guys from old secondary school friends already making plans for cny. Left are Red Crescent gang, High Schoolians, and 6A1's pals, faster make plans for it! I cant wait to meet you all!! Lolx..

Well, the feeling to celebrate it kinda faded away lately. Maybe izit because we grown up and cny is kinda like a day for us to break? Well, it is. Working is way much tougher and tired for me although i just work for temporarily. Wondering the condition if we working a job for 10 years? 20 years or even more. oh gosh. Its definitely no way! 1st 2 weeks working in the school, i already keep thinking and finding ways to deal with those naughty students who doesnt do their homework. But too bad, seems my kindness doesnt work for them. But, one thing really bugging me around, that is, how does other teachers in the school could manage them well, and making them afraid of them? Summore is those teachers arent aggressive also.swt. This really a question mark for me. Sighs. Teaching kids a b c, spelling words, doing maths question, and etc arent an easy job at all, especially for those weak students. Sometimes, whenever those weak students who willing to study and got improved though just a little, its already a big reward and relief for a teacher. Yet for those clever AND think they are clever enough no need to study from a teacher is making my nerves and temper on. Thats why sometimes cant control then start to shout and scream towards them. Hahaha. Horrible, right? Undeniable.

Hmm. Last thursday i just went for an interview for admin clerk in an insurance company. The interview seems going well. Yet til now haven receive any news from it. Sighs. Guys, wish me luck for it. Hope to have good news from them later on. So that i wont facing jobless dilemma on february til june. Haha.

confession

well.. being a teacher.. kinda tired.. imagine those kids and students dint pay attention on your class and talk talk NONSTOP.. omg.. reli getting tired of these..
I wonder.. shud i just dont think of anything.. giving up those naughty students and just teach who really willing to study de.. kinda cruel?.. but it is reli reli reli hard for them to sit even an hour for a subject.. omg.. headache.. sighs..
Now i really understand the hard way and difficulty for a teacher to control a noisy class..

Birthday post.. ^^

^^.. i bet everyone sure know what im goin to write here..
yea, no doubt.. 10 january 2010.. my birthday..

Feel kinda weird that saturday morning.. nthg to do... Nthg special also.. so i decided to take a long nap during afternoon.. like kit so called it isnt a nap.. but sleep.. ^^.. No one chat with me.. or even a 'fly' bugging me around.. really really quiet..
until i awoke, online chat with friend.. they asked me whether got go out celebrate or not.. well.. its kinda weird that a birthday girl dint went out whole day enjoy her last day for bring nineteen years old but staying at home rotting.. kekez..

Night have dinner with family as usual.. then back home watch tv and online again.. lolx..
Friends all mostly start working.. busy finding $ for coming cny celebration. haha.. so i can understand their situation and how tired when finished working.. guys.. don fall sick ya.. ^^
Reached 12am.. that time, slowly msg cames 1 by 1.. some called me and wished me... some maybe because my phone line busy so drop to voice mail.. paiseh har.. etc etc.. ^^..
As i replying those msg.. someone asked me looking at the sky and make a wish as usual.. at 1st i dint really care about it..but when i opened the door and stand at the balcony.. something weird happened.. why does a car looks so familiar... and someone inside.. rushing to the door and opened it.. then an oreo cake presented infront me.. with the candle lighted on.. A birthday song sang to me.. Just for me.. the baby born on january 10.. I really.. silent that time.. nothing to say.. not even a word from my mouth that time.. shocked... then happy... sweet.. and touched.. even a small cake.. Thanks for giving me this surprise that i never had before.. ^^

On morning, family and I went for a simple breakfast. Then we shop at Aeon. Walking through the Jusco supermarket, saw melissa walked through me.. We chat for a while and she wished me as well.. Then through haagen daze shop, saw chee kar working there. Dropped by to say hello to him and crap a while.. He told me that working there kinda nice. Although salary not much, but got free 1 bucket of ice cream every month. Argh~~ jealous. and i want that ice cream!! After goodbye, went giant for a walk and back home at afternoon.

Suppose got gathering at night, yet my secondary friends all still studying and unable to attend, so decided to cancel off the gathering. But once i wake from my nap, samzz dropped me a message said wana out boh..celebrate for me. ^^ Can out again!! wohoo!! Although its raining heavily when we out, but once we stop at bbk, the rain stopped. Phew~ haha. After samzz, yy and I arrived half an hour, bangkia kit chriex them soon came with a birthday cake for me. Thanks for bought the cake guys. ^^.. then, we ate, laughed and crapped.

Well, from 19 years old to 20. Its kinda a weird number and suddenly realised that i had live 19 years. Within this 19 years, suddenly thought that what i had done for all, for myself, and for others. A step to 20, it also alarmed me that im not a teenager anymore but an adult. and the number 20, tells me that IM GETTING OLD!! haha. too bad. we cant return to the back or past.
But who cares, my adult life just started!! hope everything goes fine and i can overcome anything in life.

Lastly, A special thanks to everyone who wished me and celebrate with me : Yinyin, Ah ben, Bangkia, Samzz, Kit, Chriex, Edmund and Ling, Kaiwen, Alex, Michelle, Ss, Lee Sin, Weykiat, Huishin, Esther, Cheeyong Senior, Nel, Chin Min, Meifong, Eddy, Yichun oh~, Huishien, Turtle, Melissa, Otc, Siauman, Leong Chin, high school juniors and my beloved facebook's friends.. ^^... really thanks to you all!!!! This year... the 1st year.. So many people wished me!! ^^.. REALLY REALLY THANKS ALOT!!!

May our life in future will brighter and be happy always guys!! Stay Healthy and Good Luck in everything!!!! ^^

yr of 2009 over.. a new yr 2010~

Its kinda a messy, chigek'ness, pekchek'ness for my life in 2009. A year that i had my stpm exam in such a condition of 'yea~ i just gone thru it~'..
After the last pa stpm paper, i lost my direction and nothing to do at all. No mood to play and enjoy. Its kinda like im already finished and graduated from school, need not study with those uniform and white shoes bla bla thingy.
But said really, it is quite nice and fun when schooling in primary and secondary. At least i wont think so much and worry about what job i should find and course i wanna take after my result come out that time. Sighs~
^^..
However, time really passes like flowing water. Once upon a time, I was born and im still a baby. Now, year 2010, Im going to be 20 years old and my quad of life had just gone liddat, just liddat.
How can i imagine when im going to be 50 or 60 yrs old. Like An old woman walking on the street and going to 'pasar pagi' buy things. lolx.
Today heard parents talking about expenses on further education bla bla thingy, its making me more worry that in future, izit we must at least got a 'cert' with higher degree and brain in order to live on in this world? We eat and receive education in order to live, yet now we're doing the reverses the fact, that is live to receive education and eat.

Well, grab those chances as we can be well educated. Im grateful to be educated although gov kinda doing a messy job and always change our syllabus, formats etc etc. But what to do? Im a malaysian.^^

A new year, should have a new hope. I guess my year of 2010 will going well. since i had a good starting. nyek nyek~ Lalala~^^

p/s: One more thing, Human are the dangerous animal in the world.