RM 10 is way much different with RM 2990!!

Omg.. nearly be cheated by the stupid shop that saying my cpu had spoilt and couldnt fix anymore.. swt... but... thanks to otc la.. haha.. he told me a shop near jln meru there.. i asked my mum go try luck... haha.. the most swt part is.. the cpu is ok.. nthg spoilt.. and... jux dusty.. SWT!!! Imagine i throw away tis old cpu by fixing it with only rm10 and BUY a NEW COMPUTER + CPU + stuff with rm 3000!!!! which means.. im gona waste rm 2990 for new computer if i throw away the old ones!!! haha.. Thanks to my mum la.. lurve u.. haha

Well.. today is post mortem.. jux over.. For me it jux might be the last.. and only time that i reli speak out for the whole year's activity.. Sorry guys.. if i reli make u all felt annoyed.. But i still stand for my own opinion.. If throughout this year i cant change u all.. then there isnt a reason for me to continue saying those 'bull talk' to u all.. no point oso... waste my saliva and energy to do so.. haha.. But im glad to be ya all's frens.. TIS IS A TRUE FACT!!! Muahaha.. knock knock peace~ ( Aiks... specially dedicated to boon tiong.. bangkia.. jo.. waikit.. wei shan.. susin... tiong tsien.. cy.. and ya all .. Dont be sad oh.. If we cant change them.. then let them be.. as long we dint feel sorry for wat we had done.. and wat we contribute for ourselves.. they dint appreciate.. let them be.. and proud with wat u had done with your own ability without help from others!!! )

Sincerely from reiz.. ^ ^

Feel weird lately..
Izit my 6th sense not 'chun'?.. or jux an illusion?..
People are getting 'faker' day to day..
Its like lack of trusts and believes amongst..
You all doesnt feel tired of it.. but i will!! Its kinda hard to mix with people who dont understand and not same 'frequency'..
Backstabbers.. unbelievers.. pls don do such stupid and childish act..
Be friends.. is using your heart to make friends with people.. not act infront of them...
Imagine.. Its like he/she is really an angel and bloomish with a pair or white furry wings infront... but when turn aside.. a 'devil' smile with a sharp knife like gonna kill u off the way!!
Swt.. this kinda friends. beware of them!! You might dunno when you are going to be slashed and dumped into the dustbin.. and pick you back when they NEED YOU ONLY..

Monopolize?! Distraction?! Not same frequency!? You are the good example if you play a good role.. yet vice versa.. if you arent have a good attitude and manner.. then pls shut up your mouth and stop influencing others from good to bad ones.. Be who you are.. where you belongs to.. and sincerely use your heart treat people nicely and with manners..

I believe... god will treat everyone fair and square.. because i experienced before.. Do you?..
Try not to think about yourself.. but other people's conditions, their opinions and visions..
If one day you have been betrayed or backstabbed by friends.. try to flash back.. izit you had done something like this before?.. If you arent.. thank you.. If you are.. CHANGE IT!!

Not to be self-centred... selfish.. and self-importance.. but be generous.. kind hearted.. and sincere!!!

A great decision.. comes with a big responsibility?!?.. Its on your hand.. ^^

情绪的波动
都是人类的正常反应
低落
近来也是变成一个潮流?
有时侯是我低落
有时变成他/她情绪化
每一天每一刻
大家的脾气情绪
都会因些许环境..人与人之间的因素
变本加厉
让人感到无奈
外表开心内心纳闷且悲哀的那种表情
应该是已达到境界的人才能做到吧?!
对不起..我不能..

想一想
你无忧住所 无虑挨饿
整天发恼着一些感情..友情..的问题
那..你应该觉得庆幸
或许我应该说
你必须感到幸福可以顾虑这些是非
因为
每当一分钟你正在哀怨这些问题
那短短的一分钟可能是宝贵的一分钟
给予那些挨饿痛苦的非洲贫穷孩儿不是想着这些琐碎问题而是想着办法继续生存下去
或者那些癌症的患者在那分秒地拼了自己的命..不向命运低头与病魔对抗着
或者突发事件车祸的人士..在差那间没想到会被赶紧地送进医院抢救
或者预测不到的天灾如风暴..海啸..地震的降临会在你身边发生
或者....许多的或者..

若有一天
你能预测到下一秒或一天会
车祸不省人事
天灾发生
患上严重疾病
等等事件..
你会再珍惜这一秒..这一天的时光吗?
往往人都是在这一刻才发现时间是真的真的很少..不够..
才后悔不珍惜当初的光阴..

为了家人
为了你心爱的人
潇潇洒洒的活下去
开开心心的过每一天
珍惜此刻此时身边的事物
何乐而不为呢?..

每一天的开始.. 一旦从梦中舒醒.. 那一天开心与否.. 便是你的抉择.. 不是别人..
这一秒和下一秒的悲哀... 也是你的选择.. 不是他人...
选择就是你的权力.. 你的责任..
I shud change tat spiderman said de... a big decision.. comes with a big responsibility.. right?!?.. haha.. cheh~
NO DOUBT OF THAT!! ^^

曙光的坚强勇气

当时间已变成期限
想挽回已太迟
只能
默默地期许着它慢慢的过着
好让自己想要做的东西赶快实现
一个决定和一个事实
彻彻底底地改变了
那个以前

往往拥有的人
都不会去在乎
不会去理会
一旦失去了才来后悔
那
已太迟太晚太慢

看见
那不想看见的情景
心
突然抽泣着
不知道是否对了
想说的
却不知如何是好
害怕
好像淹没了一切
懦弱
活生生地独吞了勇敢
变成了沉默
世界慢慢暗淡无色

放心
变成了唯一的出路
坚强
拼凑了无惧的力量
解脱
拥有的变成祝福
你的快乐
会是我的渴求
我的欣慰
让太阳
慢慢酝酿着
一道明亮曙光的路程

某人

笔

Whenever u saw anything happen, don ever deny it, because it is real and true thing.
Our eyes never bluff us for anything, yet, is our mind think oppositely and ignore it.
A lend of hand, a nice greeting, a warm concern, will not flush away in a person's mind, unless he/she is cruel.
Memories.. wont be deleted easily.. like whenever we want to..
It is a pathway.. an experience.. a feeling.. that no people will understand it at your own side..
You are the only person.. that know what had happened.. what had really happened.. as it is a part of you..
When one stands at a cross-junction.. he/she either can choose to turn left or right.. using other pathway.. to change their old thinking mind.. Some problems.. can be divided into many ways to solve it.. it is not neccessary the only way to solve it... Think out of the box.. you may found something that unexpected!!
Move straight forward or backward... is a good way.. It can test your determination and flexibility.. Sometimes... in a critical situation.. is just whether step forward bravely.. or take a step backward corwardly.. opps.. or should i say.. take a step backward doesnt mean coward.. is a best way to be flexible.. right?!?..
Yet.. many people doesnt realise that.. besides turning left.. right.. move front.. and backward.. there is another way too.. that is.. stand quietly and never move for even a step... Remain stationary.. sometimes it might helps..
When a teacher use a marker pen.. she draw a dot on the whiteboard.. what do you see on the board?... Many people will say.. 'a dot'... Yes.. It is a dot on the board.. Yet.. how many people realise the existence of the white board area besides the dot?..
Maybe.. for me.. i will choose standing on the cross junction is kinda stupid act.. but standing on that point.. i can see all direction.. i can see everything.. i can see what happened.. i can know that i never move before.. never.. and im still here.. What i just can do.. is standing far far away.. looking forward.. backward.. left.. and right side.. with a hope and sign.. If tired. just sit a while and rest.. after that only continue.. If hurt and pain.. maybe moody for a day or two?.. then promised myself must be happy back.. self-counselling.. that is the only thing can do.. when feel helpless.. undoubtly.. It is a life experience..
Im still standing here.. waiting a direction.. a decider to make.. so that i wont be lost.. again~



~It is hard.. sad.. hurt.. and suffer... while saw it..
Yet.. im not the controller anymore.. i just a passenger.. that passed by.. silently.. without knowing.. that im stil... standing at there.. very very long..

Lesson 1 : Dont done those stupid act and expect other wil appreciate it.
Lesson 2 : Dont be the generous one.
Lesson 3 : Whenever there is not your job.. Dont touch.. cox it might brings u trouble and full of anger with it.
Lesson 4 : Friends is friends, a good partner to share happy and difficult moment, but not work together.
Lesson 5 : Do appreciate people's help when you are been helped, its ok for you dint repay.. but at least not splash hot water on people.
Lesson 6 : I dare to say and i have reason to do so, cox that's me!
Lesson 7 : Nothing will gives u a big repay unless you work hard and do it with your heart!
Lesson 8 : Treat people with even and stand for their sides to think, ignore your selfishness and imagine that you are the people who been treated badly like that, it might will makes you understand why you cant do it!
Lesson 9 : This world is gonna end with people full of selfishness, self-centred, individualistic, materialistic and cruel, WHY cant people think to be the good ones, yet the bad ones?.. One day, if you been treated badly, you will point your fingers to others, yet try to think that did you also one of the selfish bully?

I might be the stupid one.. i might be the kepo one.. i might be the troublemaker, yet i have the heart and passion and never act, do you have that?..

(sorry if i had make you feel annoyed, the lessons above is based on individual's opinion.. ) ^^

无所事事 ^^

时间
证明一切命运拼盘中的一切
泪水
代表内心永远的永远
每一天
象征着期待它到来的期待
风声
犹如潇洒里带着不舍的潇洒

这一切的一切..
代表着永远里的永远..
象征着期待中的期待..
犹如潇洒里的潇洒..

当
一切 + 永远 + 期待 + 潇洒
会等于我要的答案吗?..

希望如此
期盼那样
反照过去
奢望未来

若
希望 + 期望 + 反照 + 奢望
它的答案会是我所寻找的吗?
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"我不想问
也不想回头知道
只把祝福
留在街角" - 取自 : 戴佩妮 '街角的祝福'