Whenever u saw anything happen, don ever deny it, because it is real and true thing.
Our eyes never bluff us for anything, yet, is our mind think oppositely and ignore it.
A lend of hand, a nice greeting, a warm concern, will not flush away in a person's mind, unless he/she is cruel.
Memories.. wont be deleted easily.. like whenever we want to..
It is a pathway.. an experience.. a feeling.. that no people will understand it at your own side..
You are the only person.. that know what had happened.. what had really happened.. as it is a part of you..
When one stands at a cross-junction.. he/she either can choose to turn left or right.. using other pathway.. to change their old thinking mind.. Some problems.. can be divided into many ways to solve it.. it is not neccessary the only way to solve it... Think out of the box.. you may found something that unexpected!!
Move straight forward or backward... is a good way.. It can test your determination and flexibility.. Sometimes... in a critical situation.. is just whether step forward bravely.. or take a step backward corwardly.. opps.. or should i say.. take a step backward doesnt mean coward.. is a best way to be flexible.. right?!?..
Yet.. many people doesnt realise that.. besides turning left.. right.. move front.. and backward.. there is another way too.. that is.. stand quietly and never move for even a step... Remain stationary.. sometimes it might helps..
When a teacher use a marker pen.. she draw a dot on the whiteboard.. what do you see on the board?... Many people will say.. 'a dot'... Yes.. It is a dot on the board.. Yet.. how many people realise the existence of the white board area besides the dot?..
Maybe.. for me.. i will choose standing on the cross junction is kinda stupid act.. but standing on that point.. i can see all direction.. i can see everything.. i can see what happened.. i can know that i never move before.. never.. and im still here.. What i just can do.. is standing far far away.. looking forward.. backward.. left.. and right side.. with a hope and sign.. If tired. just sit a while and rest.. after that only continue.. If hurt and pain.. maybe moody for a day or two?.. then promised myself must be happy back.. self-counselling.. that is the only thing can do.. when feel helpless.. undoubtly.. It is a life experience..
Im still standing here.. waiting a direction.. a decider to make.. so that i wont be lost.. again~



~It is hard.. sad.. hurt.. and suffer... while saw it..
Yet.. im not the controller anymore.. i just a passenger.. that passed by.. silently.. without knowing.. that im stil... standing at there.. very very long..