曙光的坚强勇气

当时间已变成期限
想挽回已太迟
只能
默默地期许着它慢慢的过着
好让自己想要做的东西赶快实现
一个决定和一个事实
彻彻底底地改变了
那个以前

往往拥有的人
都不会去在乎
不会去理会
一旦失去了才来后悔
那
已太迟太晚太慢

看见
那不想看见的情景
心
突然抽泣着
不知道是否对了
想说的
却不知如何是好
害怕
好像淹没了一切
懦弱
活生生地独吞了勇敢
变成了沉默
世界慢慢暗淡无色

放心
变成了唯一的出路
坚强
拼凑了无惧的力量
解脱
拥有的变成祝福
你的快乐
会是我的渴求
我的欣慰
让太阳
慢慢酝酿着
一道明亮曙光的路程

某人

笔

Whenever u saw anything happen, don ever deny it, because it is real and true thing.
Our eyes never bluff us for anything, yet, is our mind think oppositely and ignore it.
A lend of hand, a nice greeting, a warm concern, will not flush away in a person's mind, unless he/she is cruel.
Memories.. wont be deleted easily.. like whenever we want to..
It is a pathway.. an experience.. a feeling.. that no people will understand it at your own side..
You are the only person.. that know what had happened.. what had really happened.. as it is a part of you..
When one stands at a cross-junction.. he/she either can choose to turn left or right.. using other pathway.. to change their old thinking mind.. Some problems.. can be divided into many ways to solve it.. it is not neccessary the only way to solve it... Think out of the box.. you may found something that unexpected!!
Move straight forward or backward... is a good way.. It can test your determination and flexibility.. Sometimes... in a critical situation.. is just whether step forward bravely.. or take a step backward corwardly.. opps.. or should i say.. take a step backward doesnt mean coward.. is a best way to be flexible.. right?!?..
Yet.. many people doesnt realise that.. besides turning left.. right.. move front.. and backward.. there is another way too.. that is.. stand quietly and never move for even a step... Remain stationary.. sometimes it might helps..
When a teacher use a marker pen.. she draw a dot on the whiteboard.. what do you see on the board?... Many people will say.. 'a dot'... Yes.. It is a dot on the board.. Yet.. how many people realise the existence of the white board area besides the dot?..
Maybe.. for me.. i will choose standing on the cross junction is kinda stupid act.. but standing on that point.. i can see all direction.. i can see everything.. i can see what happened.. i can know that i never move before.. never.. and im still here.. What i just can do.. is standing far far away.. looking forward.. backward.. left.. and right side.. with a hope and sign.. If tired. just sit a while and rest.. after that only continue.. If hurt and pain.. maybe moody for a day or two?.. then promised myself must be happy back.. self-counselling.. that is the only thing can do.. when feel helpless.. undoubtly.. It is a life experience..
Im still standing here.. waiting a direction.. a decider to make.. so that i wont be lost.. again~



~It is hard.. sad.. hurt.. and suffer... while saw it..
Yet.. im not the controller anymore.. i just a passenger.. that passed by.. silently.. without knowing.. that im stil... standing at there.. very very long..

Lesson 1 : Dont done those stupid act and expect other wil appreciate it.
Lesson 2 : Dont be the generous one.
Lesson 3 : Whenever there is not your job.. Dont touch.. cox it might brings u trouble and full of anger with it.
Lesson 4 : Friends is friends, a good partner to share happy and difficult moment, but not work together.
Lesson 5 : Do appreciate people's help when you are been helped, its ok for you dint repay.. but at least not splash hot water on people.
Lesson 6 : I dare to say and i have reason to do so, cox that's me!
Lesson 7 : Nothing will gives u a big repay unless you work hard and do it with your heart!
Lesson 8 : Treat people with even and stand for their sides to think, ignore your selfishness and imagine that you are the people who been treated badly like that, it might will makes you understand why you cant do it!
Lesson 9 : This world is gonna end with people full of selfishness, self-centred, individualistic, materialistic and cruel, WHY cant people think to be the good ones, yet the bad ones?.. One day, if you been treated badly, you will point your fingers to others, yet try to think that did you also one of the selfish bully?

I might be the stupid one.. i might be the kepo one.. i might be the troublemaker, yet i have the heart and passion and never act, do you have that?..

(sorry if i had make you feel annoyed, the lessons above is based on individual's opinion.. ) ^^

无所事事 ^^

时间
证明一切命运拼盘中的一切
泪水
代表内心永远的永远
每一天
象征着期待它到来的期待
风声
犹如潇洒里带着不舍的潇洒

这一切的一切..
代表着永远里的永远..
象征着期待中的期待..
犹如潇洒里的潇洒..

当
一切 + 永远 + 期待 + 潇洒
会等于我要的答案吗?..

希望如此
期盼那样
反照过去
奢望未来

若
希望 + 期望 + 反照 + 奢望
它的答案会是我所寻找的吗?
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"我不想问
也不想回头知道
只把祝福
留在街角" - 取自 : 戴佩妮 '街角的祝福'

Bored~

JUST A DROP BY.. ^^.. wish... that my friends can get a good result.. for their mid term..
well.. its quite easy to ask ppl study.. but dint motivate myself.. Yet.. im stil trying to do so..
haha..

Exam not yet start.. but i already wanted to have a holiday.. ish.. not good not good at all!!.. focus focus.. lolx..

Any information.. will be updated after exam i think.. tchaoz..

Today.. suppose me be the one who celebrate for her.. yet.. i dint do so..
Morning woke up felt very moody.. don have the mood to eat anything n do anything.. like a dead corpse.. stupid weather... it makes me sick...
Tears utterly drops... when im revising my physic.. those information i cant remember and memorize at all.. stressed...
she asked me to go take my brunch (short form for breakfast and lunch ^^).. mayb worry bout my sick.. but i still dont feel wana have it.. decided to grab a bread to eat.. thats all.. tat time tears still continued like flowing water.. she nagged me.. said me must be brave..
Suddenly.. i dono where comes my courage.. i decided to tell her.. well.. as usual... u noe de la.. when talked to her... my tears.. uncontrollable and cant stop.. ^^
the surprise part.. she dint scold me.. yet.. she told me many many many things.. tat unexpected things.. tis time.. i really relief..
i really awaken.. i really really do.. Thanks to her..

Maybe im not brave enough.. im not dare enough to do so.. yet... i hope u wil noe my appreciation and love to u...
Happy Mother's Day!!!

I wil try.. don worry.. It needs time.. to do so..
I want and i Will BE!!!

moody mode

after all.. i am stil who i am..
at the beginning from now..