Kinda way too long i dint update my blog..

well.. since got the result thingy.. hardly to meet up with my gangs until last week celebrate with my classmate's birthday.. lolx.. sorry for him edmund soo that i haven wish a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha.. pity him that waiting our gang's to text him for wishes until 12am but no one do so except wengkit tham.. not our fault to be blame off but his dear xsu ting asked to.. haha.. And not to forgotten my dear Michelle Tan's birthday celebration yesterday.. We went to 88 steamboat buffet after MPAB finished from 6.30pm until 9.30pm.. Just a word to describe there.. HOT!! ^^.. Even though the place is not so romantic.. mess around.. but no matter where we celebrate.. is worthful as long we are together crap around and concern each other.. our heart will be bonded together and forever ya..

Fyi.. currently im working as an admin in a financial company.. busy busy busy.. from 9 to 6.. busy busy busy.. haha.. said really.. i dont really could catch the rhythm nicely and always forgetful.. yet im trying my very best to learn everything.. some people saying that work as admin really boring enough as i heard many of them just like.. spelling abc? or photocopy?.. but mine looks way hard and more work to do.. haha.. so i dont know whether im lucky ones or unlucky ones.. the lucky part.. is i think i can learn more things.. the unlucky part.. is im gonna learn ALL the things.. So.. i shud close 1 eye and work 1 eye.. Strive to the MAX!!! lolx.. Yet life still goes well as i haven 'ding dong kiao' like a tortoise.. haha..

(Hmm.. Thinking) Wondering how will It be when June comes?.. Izit anything will change start from that point? or I just will like standing way far from it?.. Well.. Mum asked me not to think so far.. and just depends on the condition.. Nothing should be a stone to blocked you a mile way off if you dare to step forward and handle it well by yourself.. (Sometimes.. talking is much easier than you think.. Agree? ^^) But.. she is right.. all the time.. If i dint do it myself.. I wont get experience from it..

zzz.. Doesnt have mood enough to blog it anymore since someone starting to make my nerves on.. chaoz..

P/S : KS is not A QUITTER and I Wont let myself be A QUITTER!!

sighs.. kinda emo lately.. doesnt know what is the real reason that causing it.. maybe working pressurized me around.. and stupid hp.. mayb he was old d.. always hang gei and making me many probs.. unable to sms and find contact list.. sob..

Until now..i stil unable to decide what i really want to pursue.. too much opinions and reasons making me headache.. i know that im kinda ridiculous for it.. but what to do.. in order to prevent jobless for future.. i need to find a solution and work it out nicely..

About work.. every week since monday i already start to think for coming sat and sun break.. cox working is really exhausted for me.. 9am to 6pm.. an hour break.. really too long.. but i must stand for 3 months.. 3 months.. after that will over for everything!! jia you!!! ^^

p/s: yday kinda a horrible day.. swt

Decisions

Sorry for so long only update my blog.. cox recently kinda busy with tonnes of work in my new company... As a newbie.. Im gonna learn all the things by a month or 2 .. Kinda horrible.. rite? ^^..
Well.. last week.. i got my STPM result and it was kinda shocked that i got it.. 3.5 is a satisfied result for me already.. so i dint expect much bout it.. Now the main thing is.. i dunno what courses should i take.. Looks like many people already decided for it since the deadline on 30th march..
About those courses.. all looks similiar but i dislike all major in physic courses.. Thinking bout chemistry engineering.. a most hard and challenging subject.. as most seniors said.. I feel wana to take it.. hmm.. besides that.. what courses should i take for the 2nd choice and etc .. i reli doesnt have any idea bout it.. ^^ Hopefully i can make a draft or final decision before next week ends.. Fight for it guys!! For yourself... A Uni life!!

Depression..

Is way too much for me.. Im depressed!
Before 20th Feb.. im stil enjoying my cny happily.. Visiting relatives and friend's house.. Eating all around.. Etc etc..
Until i got a call from mr lim sheng yu last friday if not mistaken.. He told me that radio station had annouced stpm result will out on 25th Feb 2010.. that is 2mr..
so.. i dont know whether i should sigh or happy that the result coming out such early.. ^^
I dont dare to think for my result.. since i feel that im done it kinda.. badly..
Anyway.. wish everyone good luck for 2mr and no matter what happen.. don give up wil do!!
May god bless us all the way!! ^^

Random post

lolx. Cny is just around the corner. Angpau angpau, new clothes, bagua, steamboat, BBQ, cookies, play play play!!! BREAK BREAK BREAK!! Guys from old secondary school friends already making plans for cny. Left are Red Crescent gang, High Schoolians, and 6A1's pals, faster make plans for it! I cant wait to meet you all!! Lolx..

Well, the feeling to celebrate it kinda faded away lately. Maybe izit because we grown up and cny is kinda like a day for us to break? Well, it is. Working is way much tougher and tired for me although i just work for temporarily. Wondering the condition if we working a job for 10 years? 20 years or even more. oh gosh. Its definitely no way! 1st 2 weeks working in the school, i already keep thinking and finding ways to deal with those naughty students who doesnt do their homework. But too bad, seems my kindness doesnt work for them. But, one thing really bugging me around, that is, how does other teachers in the school could manage them well, and making them afraid of them? Summore is those teachers arent aggressive also.swt. This really a question mark for me. Sighs. Teaching kids a b c, spelling words, doing maths question, and etc arent an easy job at all, especially for those weak students. Sometimes, whenever those weak students who willing to study and got improved though just a little, its already a big reward and relief for a teacher. Yet for those clever AND think they are clever enough no need to study from a teacher is making my nerves and temper on. Thats why sometimes cant control then start to shout and scream towards them. Hahaha. Horrible, right? Undeniable.

Hmm. Last thursday i just went for an interview for admin clerk in an insurance company. The interview seems going well. Yet til now haven receive any news from it. Sighs. Guys, wish me luck for it. Hope to have good news from them later on. So that i wont facing jobless dilemma on february til june. Haha.

confession

well.. being a teacher.. kinda tired.. imagine those kids and students dint pay attention on your class and talk talk NONSTOP.. omg.. reli getting tired of these..
I wonder.. shud i just dont think of anything.. giving up those naughty students and just teach who really willing to study de.. kinda cruel?.. but it is reli reli reli hard for them to sit even an hour for a subject.. omg.. headache.. sighs..
Now i really understand the hard way and difficulty for a teacher to control a noisy class..

Birthday post.. ^^

^^.. i bet everyone sure know what im goin to write here..
yea, no doubt.. 10 january 2010.. my birthday..

Feel kinda weird that saturday morning.. nthg to do... Nthg special also.. so i decided to take a long nap during afternoon.. like kit so called it isnt a nap.. but sleep.. ^^.. No one chat with me.. or even a 'fly' bugging me around.. really really quiet..
until i awoke, online chat with friend.. they asked me whether got go out celebrate or not.. well.. its kinda weird that a birthday girl dint went out whole day enjoy her last day for bring nineteen years old but staying at home rotting.. kekez..

Night have dinner with family as usual.. then back home watch tv and online again.. lolx..
Friends all mostly start working.. busy finding $ for coming cny celebration. haha.. so i can understand their situation and how tired when finished working.. guys.. don fall sick ya.. ^^
Reached 12am.. that time, slowly msg cames 1 by 1.. some called me and wished me... some maybe because my phone line busy so drop to voice mail.. paiseh har.. etc etc.. ^^..
As i replying those msg.. someone asked me looking at the sky and make a wish as usual.. at 1st i dint really care about it..but when i opened the door and stand at the balcony.. something weird happened.. why does a car looks so familiar... and someone inside.. rushing to the door and opened it.. then an oreo cake presented infront me.. with the candle lighted on.. A birthday song sang to me.. Just for me.. the baby born on january 10.. I really.. silent that time.. nothing to say.. not even a word from my mouth that time.. shocked... then happy... sweet.. and touched.. even a small cake.. Thanks for giving me this surprise that i never had before.. ^^

On morning, family and I went for a simple breakfast. Then we shop at Aeon. Walking through the Jusco supermarket, saw melissa walked through me.. We chat for a while and she wished me as well.. Then through haagen daze shop, saw chee kar working there. Dropped by to say hello to him and crap a while.. He told me that working there kinda nice. Although salary not much, but got free 1 bucket of ice cream every month. Argh~~ jealous. and i want that ice cream!! After goodbye, went giant for a walk and back home at afternoon.

Suppose got gathering at night, yet my secondary friends all still studying and unable to attend, so decided to cancel off the gathering. But once i wake from my nap, samzz dropped me a message said wana out boh..celebrate for me. ^^ Can out again!! wohoo!! Although its raining heavily when we out, but once we stop at bbk, the rain stopped. Phew~ haha. After samzz, yy and I arrived half an hour, bangkia kit chriex them soon came with a birthday cake for me. Thanks for bought the cake guys. ^^.. then, we ate, laughed and crapped.

Well, from 19 years old to 20. Its kinda a weird number and suddenly realised that i had live 19 years. Within this 19 years, suddenly thought that what i had done for all, for myself, and for others. A step to 20, it also alarmed me that im not a teenager anymore but an adult. and the number 20, tells me that IM GETTING OLD!! haha. too bad. we cant return to the back or past.
But who cares, my adult life just started!! hope everything goes fine and i can overcome anything in life.

Lastly, A special thanks to everyone who wished me and celebrate with me : Yinyin, Ah ben, Bangkia, Samzz, Kit, Chriex, Edmund and Ling, Kaiwen, Alex, Michelle, Ss, Lee Sin, Weykiat, Huishin, Esther, Cheeyong Senior, Nel, Chin Min, Meifong, Eddy, Yichun oh~, Huishien, Turtle, Melissa, Otc, Siauman, Leong Chin, high school juniors and my beloved facebook's friends.. ^^... really thanks to you all!!!! This year... the 1st year.. So many people wished me!! ^^.. REALLY REALLY THANKS ALOT!!!

May our life in future will brighter and be happy always guys!! Stay Healthy and Good Luck in everything!!!! ^^