lolx. Cny is just around the corner. Angpau angpau, new clothes, bagua, steamboat, BBQ, cookies, play play play!!! BREAK BREAK BREAK!! Guys from old secondary school friends already making plans for cny. Left are Red Crescent gang, High Schoolians, and 6A1's pals, faster make plans for it! I cant wait to meet you all!! Lolx..
Well, the feeling to celebrate it kinda faded away lately. Maybe izit because we grown up and cny is kinda like a day for us to break? Well, it is. Working is way much tougher and tired for me although i just work for temporarily. Wondering the condition if we working a job for 10 years? 20 years or even more. oh gosh. Its definitely no way! 1st 2 weeks working in the school, i already keep thinking and finding ways to deal with those naughty students who doesnt do their homework. But too bad, seems my kindness doesnt work for them. But, one thing really bugging me around, that is, how does other teachers in the school could manage them well, and making them afraid of them? Summore is those teachers arent aggressive also.swt. This really a question mark for me. Sighs. Teaching kids a b c, spelling words, doing maths question, and etc arent an easy job at all, especially for those weak students. Sometimes, whenever those weak students who willing to study and got improved though just a little, its already a big reward and relief for a teacher. Yet for those clever AND think they are clever enough no need to study from a teacher is making my nerves and temper on. Thats why sometimes cant control then start to shout and scream towards them. Hahaha. Horrible, right? Undeniable.
Hmm. Last thursday i just went for an interview for admin clerk in an insurance company. The interview seems going well. Yet til now haven receive any news from it. Sighs. Guys, wish me luck for it. Hope to have good news from them later on. So that i wont facing jobless dilemma on february til june. Haha.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
confession
well.. being a teacher.. kinda tired.. imagine those kids and students dint pay attention on your class and talk talk NONSTOP.. omg.. reli getting tired of these..
I wonder.. shud i just dont think of anything.. giving up those naughty students and just teach who really willing to study de.. kinda cruel?.. but it is reli reli reli hard for them to sit even an hour for a subject.. omg.. headache.. sighs..
Now i really understand the hard way and difficulty for a teacher to control a noisy class..
I wonder.. shud i just dont think of anything.. giving up those naughty students and just teach who really willing to study de.. kinda cruel?.. but it is reli reli reli hard for them to sit even an hour for a subject.. omg.. headache.. sighs..
Now i really understand the hard way and difficulty for a teacher to control a noisy class..
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Birthday post.. ^^
^^.. i bet everyone sure know what im goin to write here..
yea, no doubt.. 10 january 2010.. my birthday..
Feel kinda weird that saturday morning.. nthg to do... Nthg special also.. so i decided to take a long nap during afternoon.. like kit so called it isnt a nap.. but sleep.. ^^.. No one chat with me.. or even a 'fly' bugging me around.. really really quiet..
until i awoke, online chat with friend.. they asked me whether got go out celebrate or not.. well.. its kinda weird that a birthday girl dint went out whole day enjoy her last day for bring nineteen years old but staying at home rotting.. kekez..
Night have dinner with family as usual.. then back home watch tv and online again.. lolx..
Friends all mostly start working.. busy finding $ for coming cny celebration. haha.. so i can understand their situation and how tired when finished working.. guys.. don fall sick ya.. ^^
Reached 12am.. that time, slowly msg cames 1 by 1.. some called me and wished me... some maybe because my phone line busy so drop to voice mail.. paiseh har.. etc etc.. ^^..
As i replying those msg.. someone asked me looking at the sky and make a wish as usual.. at 1st i dint really care about it..but when i opened the door and stand at the balcony.. something weird happened.. why does a car looks so familiar... and someone inside.. rushing to the door and opened it.. then an oreo cake presented infront me.. with the candle lighted on.. A birthday song sang to me.. Just for me.. the baby born on january 10.. I really.. silent that time.. nothing to say.. not even a word from my mouth that time.. shocked... then happy... sweet.. and touched.. even a small cake.. Thanks for giving me this surprise that i never had before.. ^^
On morning, family and I went for a simple breakfast. Then we shop at Aeon. Walking through the Jusco supermarket, saw melissa walked through me.. We chat for a while and she wished me as well.. Then through haagen daze shop, saw chee kar working there. Dropped by to say hello to him and crap a while.. He told me that working there kinda nice. Although salary not much, but got free 1 bucket of ice cream every month. Argh~~ jealous. and i want that ice cream!! After goodbye, went giant for a walk and back home at afternoon.
Suppose got gathering at night, yet my secondary friends all still studying and unable to attend, so decided to cancel off the gathering. But once i wake from my nap, samzz dropped me a message said wana out boh..celebrate for me. ^^ Can out again!! wohoo!! Although its raining heavily when we out, but once we stop at bbk, the rain stopped. Phew~ haha. After samzz, yy and I arrived half an hour, bangkia kit chriex them soon came with a birthday cake for me. Thanks for bought the cake guys. ^^.. then, we ate, laughed and crapped.
Well, from 19 years old to 20. Its kinda a weird number and suddenly realised that i had live 19 years. Within this 19 years, suddenly thought that what i had done for all, for myself, and for others. A step to 20, it also alarmed me that im not a teenager anymore but an adult. and the number 20, tells me that IM GETTING OLD!! haha. too bad. we cant return to the back or past.
But who cares, my adult life just started!! hope everything goes fine and i can overcome anything in life.
Lastly, A special thanks to everyone who wished me and celebrate with me : Yinyin, Ah ben, Bangkia, Samzz, Kit, Chriex, Edmund and Ling, Kaiwen, Alex, Michelle, Ss, Lee Sin, Weykiat, Huishin, Esther, Cheeyong Senior, Nel, Chin Min, Meifong, Eddy, Yichun oh~, Huishien, Turtle, Melissa, Otc, Siauman, Leong Chin, high school juniors and my beloved facebook's friends.. ^^... really thanks to you all!!!! This year... the 1st year.. So many people wished me!! ^^.. REALLY REALLY THANKS ALOT!!!
May our life in future will brighter and be happy always guys!! Stay Healthy and Good Luck in everything!!!! ^^
yea, no doubt.. 10 january 2010.. my birthday..
Feel kinda weird that saturday morning.. nthg to do... Nthg special also.. so i decided to take a long nap during afternoon.. like kit so called it isnt a nap.. but sleep.. ^^.. No one chat with me.. or even a 'fly' bugging me around.. really really quiet..
until i awoke, online chat with friend.. they asked me whether got go out celebrate or not.. well.. its kinda weird that a birthday girl dint went out whole day enjoy her last day for bring nineteen years old but staying at home rotting.. kekez..
Night have dinner with family as usual.. then back home watch tv and online again.. lolx..
Friends all mostly start working.. busy finding $ for coming cny celebration. haha.. so i can understand their situation and how tired when finished working.. guys.. don fall sick ya.. ^^
Reached 12am.. that time, slowly msg cames 1 by 1.. some called me and wished me... some maybe because my phone line busy so drop to voice mail.. paiseh har.. etc etc.. ^^..
As i replying those msg.. someone asked me looking at the sky and make a wish as usual.. at 1st i dint really care about it..but when i opened the door and stand at the balcony.. something weird happened.. why does a car looks so familiar... and someone inside.. rushing to the door and opened it.. then an oreo cake presented infront me.. with the candle lighted on.. A birthday song sang to me.. Just for me.. the baby born on january 10.. I really.. silent that time.. nothing to say.. not even a word from my mouth that time.. shocked... then happy... sweet.. and touched.. even a small cake.. Thanks for giving me this surprise that i never had before.. ^^
On morning, family and I went for a simple breakfast. Then we shop at Aeon. Walking through the Jusco supermarket, saw melissa walked through me.. We chat for a while and she wished me as well.. Then through haagen daze shop, saw chee kar working there. Dropped by to say hello to him and crap a while.. He told me that working there kinda nice. Although salary not much, but got free 1 bucket of ice cream every month. Argh~~ jealous. and i want that ice cream!! After goodbye, went giant for a walk and back home at afternoon.
Suppose got gathering at night, yet my secondary friends all still studying and unable to attend, so decided to cancel off the gathering. But once i wake from my nap, samzz dropped me a message said wana out boh..celebrate for me. ^^ Can out again!! wohoo!! Although its raining heavily when we out, but once we stop at bbk, the rain stopped. Phew~ haha. After samzz, yy and I arrived half an hour, bangkia kit chriex them soon came with a birthday cake for me. Thanks for bought the cake guys. ^^.. then, we ate, laughed and crapped.
Well, from 19 years old to 20. Its kinda a weird number and suddenly realised that i had live 19 years. Within this 19 years, suddenly thought that what i had done for all, for myself, and for others. A step to 20, it also alarmed me that im not a teenager anymore but an adult. and the number 20, tells me that IM GETTING OLD!! haha. too bad. we cant return to the back or past.
But who cares, my adult life just started!! hope everything goes fine and i can overcome anything in life.
Lastly, A special thanks to everyone who wished me and celebrate with me : Yinyin, Ah ben, Bangkia, Samzz, Kit, Chriex, Edmund and Ling, Kaiwen, Alex, Michelle, Ss, Lee Sin, Weykiat, Huishin, Esther, Cheeyong Senior, Nel, Chin Min, Meifong, Eddy, Yichun oh~, Huishien, Turtle, Melissa, Otc, Siauman, Leong Chin, high school juniors and my beloved facebook's friends.. ^^... really thanks to you all!!!! This year... the 1st year.. So many people wished me!! ^^.. REALLY REALLY THANKS ALOT!!!
May our life in future will brighter and be happy always guys!! Stay Healthy and Good Luck in everything!!!! ^^
Saturday, January 2, 2010
yr of 2009 over.. a new yr 2010~
Its kinda a messy, chigek'ness, pekchek'ness for my life in 2009. A year that i had my stpm exam in such a condition of 'yea~ i just gone thru it~'..
After the last pa stpm paper, i lost my direction and nothing to do at all. No mood to play and enjoy. Its kinda like im already finished and graduated from school, need not study with those uniform and white shoes bla bla thingy.
But said really, it is quite nice and fun when schooling in primary and secondary. At least i wont think so much and worry about what job i should find and course i wanna take after my result come out that time. Sighs~
^^..
However, time really passes like flowing water. Once upon a time, I was born and im still a baby. Now, year 2010, Im going to be 20 years old and my quad of life had just gone liddat, just liddat.
How can i imagine when im going to be 50 or 60 yrs old. Like An old woman walking on the street and going to 'pasar pagi' buy things. lolx.
Today heard parents talking about expenses on further education bla bla thingy, its making me more worry that in future, izit we must at least got a 'cert' with higher degree and brain in order to live on in this world? We eat and receive education in order to live, yet now we're doing the reverses the fact, that is live to receive education and eat.
Well, grab those chances as we can be well educated. Im grateful to be educated although gov kinda doing a messy job and always change our syllabus, formats etc etc. But what to do? Im a malaysian.^^
A new year, should have a new hope. I guess my year of 2010 will going well. since i had a good starting. nyek nyek~ Lalala~^^
p/s: One more thing, Human are the dangerous animal in the world.
After the last pa stpm paper, i lost my direction and nothing to do at all. No mood to play and enjoy. Its kinda like im already finished and graduated from school, need not study with those uniform and white shoes bla bla thingy.
But said really, it is quite nice and fun when schooling in primary and secondary. At least i wont think so much and worry about what job i should find and course i wanna take after my result come out that time. Sighs~
^^..
However, time really passes like flowing water. Once upon a time, I was born and im still a baby. Now, year 2010, Im going to be 20 years old and my quad of life had just gone liddat, just liddat.
How can i imagine when im going to be 50 or 60 yrs old. Like An old woman walking on the street and going to 'pasar pagi' buy things. lolx.
Today heard parents talking about expenses on further education bla bla thingy, its making me more worry that in future, izit we must at least got a 'cert' with higher degree and brain in order to live on in this world? We eat and receive education in order to live, yet now we're doing the reverses the fact, that is live to receive education and eat.
Well, grab those chances as we can be well educated. Im grateful to be educated although gov kinda doing a messy job and always change our syllabus, formats etc etc. But what to do? Im a malaysian.^^
A new year, should have a new hope. I guess my year of 2010 will going well. since i had a good starting. nyek nyek~ Lalala~^^
p/s: One more thing, Human are the dangerous animal in the world.
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