Expect the Unexpected Look Beyond It..

The Big Bang!!

2011-05-22T20:00:00.008+08:00

No.. definitely not about the chemistry big bang theory or smthg related to science theory...

It is a group of korean artist i love lately!
Name : Big Bang
Group members : G-Dragon (Leader) , TOP , TaeYang , SeungRi and Dae Sung

Well, since i heard the latest song 'Love Song', I started to get addicted on them! haha.. This is my 1st time such fall in love with korean artist.. well.. FYI.. im not a person who love korean artist all the way.. This is a FATE! to make me fall in love with them! haha Thanks to my senior who is one of the TOP's fans.. haha.. She get me along by introducing me some songs of Big Bang and gossip with me about their things.. hahaha

I know it is ridiculous and crazee about tis.. But, its worth.. Their songs.. quite nice and good!
Summore impressive is that, G-Dragon, the leader of the group, already entered YG Entertainment since 12 yrs old! Wow~ Quite hard and tiring for a kid to maintain such good and impressive improvement until now..

Another thing is, they just same age with us. The oldest also about.. Hmm.. 23 or 24 yrs old? hahaa.. So young neh~ sighs.. So envy about them.. although im jux a new 'kaki' or fans for them, but hope that they reli bring a lot more nice songs to us.

Love Big Bang! ^^

G-Dragon (Leader)
-Rapper

TaeYang (Solo) -Vocalist

TOP - Rapper

DaeSung - Vocalist

SeungRi - Vocalist

The ending of Semester 2 of 2010/2011.

2011-04-10T12:29:00.003+08:00

Gosh.. I really really really lazy to update my blog since n years ago. Whack me out!

I am wondering whether i should just close this blogspot. Everytime there is bad situation , i feel like no where else to express but just let it faded away by time. I dont remember i have a blogspot and i can mention it on here. Guess that im the only person do so.

Awww.. Semester 2 is a hard time though. Once finished my chinese new year break. The war is like never ends with reports and study. Test 1 and Test 2 came consequently all the way and it never stops by but keep saying Hello Im bak! >.< .. Pek cheknya~

Well.. This year of 2011. is a year im officially 21 years old. Suppose to be a great year i think.. but it doesnt expected like i do or wish to. Staying far from home making me sick all the time, especially thought of mum and dad and my 2 brothers. It is undeniable that is hard to make new friends and maintain a good friendship with new friends than old friends now. Ever since i entered this uni, im becoming more introvert and less active in co-curriculum. It doesnt like the old secondary school feeling anymore. New friends here some does well-attitude and good, but there are bad as well, with bad attitude and behaviours. should i say 人生百态？. For example, a person with stingy attitude and self-centred. He/She do what she thinks is the right and benefits to herself and show an attitude that 'I dont care it finished or not, I just do it for my own'. That's all. Full-stop. More ridiculous thing is, they able to backstab a person in front of us, while be friends with the person they backstabbed. OMG! But somehow, I have got to be alert all the time when talking in front of them to make sure no offends.

Anyway, my year 1 life in uni is ending after this final examination. Next sem will be my new challenges as the schedule is going packed and fulled with co-curriculum. Gosh, Time passes fast! I dont want to waste any precious time with my family and old friends as well. Lurve u all all the time.

p/s: rachel is still rachel. Dont worry! ^^ Aza aza fighting!

重要的话给你，老朋友

2011-02-19T21:41:00.002+08:00

几句重要的话

给予好久好久的老朋友

。。。。。。。。。。

你好吗？

最近过得好吗？

虽然我们少见面，少联络，但我还是那个我，不知你还是那个你吗？

希望你是如此。

请不要忘了我

老朋友
可欣
笔

1st November 2010

2010-11-01T20:00:00.003+08:00

It is really a time traveller for my uni life..
Remembered on july, I just a little degree girl that entered UTM (University of Technology Malaysia)..
Once blinked my eyes, its november!
Awwwhh.. time really passed by like flowing water..
Well, during this few months, im away from home. Its definitely for me to miss my dear sweet home and family.
On this month, I will facing my final of Semester I for my course.. After that, my Sem 1 ends and Sem 2 comes! Omg.. why so fast? I don want to be such fast!
This indirectly prove that Im getting old! swt til the max..
lolx.. well.. hope i can do well in sem 1.. yet.. i stil reluctant to touch the books.. so so reluctant and lazy... Oh gosh.. better start to pick up my playful mind and get full strength and attention on study!
4 papers of examination.. Principle Chemistry, Inorganic Chemistry, Mathematics, TITAS... I better win you 4 to exchange a good 1 month holiday and a better life in Semester 2.. hahahhahaa..
Chaoz...

After raya..

2010-09-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

This 2 weeks raya break.. I've used it completely with fun and outings... ^^
Not only with my family.. STK schoolmates.. old buddies.. but oso my 9 gang pal as well..

I had done so so many activities ... karaoke.. movies.. steamboat buffet.. BBQ.. Pantai Remis 2D1N... Genting... Makan makan... Bak Kut Teh... Dimsum.. Restaurant dinner.. mamak.. bowling~~~ so so much.. ^^

Yet.. it is really not enough time for me to rest enough... i haven done many things... my revision.. shopping.. trips... how wish i can have enough time to do so..

Lolx.. Summore.. Gain weight d!! ish.. wat a bad thing.. Keep eating making my weight gain but not lose... Aiks.. i think start from now on in uni gona keep my diet well d.. ^^

One more thing.. I managed to learn bake cookies before i back to uni.. hahaha.. thanks to Michelle Tan which willing to fetch us to JJ to buy the ingredients... well.. this is the first time we bake.. and oso last time.. for them la.. hahaha... cox.. its kinda tiring to repeat the steps and wait for the cookies to well-bake... Yet, it is a nice experience baking with u all.. muacks... next time.. better we learn other else.. baking and be a good housewife.. isnt our 1st priorty to be.. rite?.. ahhahahha

Aiks.. back to UTM.. is kinda like back to jail... everyday repeat the same things.. work.. and jobs.. its tiring.. but.. i will try to solve it soon enough.. advice myself to be independent!! aza aza!!! kar yao!!!!!!! ^^.. thats all for this time..

p/s: Everyone who see this blog post.. everyone i knew... meet u all on december ya!!! Don forget.. ^^

Raya Holiday means Back To HOMETOWN!!

2010-09-08T20:38:00.002+08:00

^^.. BACK HOMETOWN!!

Lolx.. i guess.. im the only one who so eager to back to my dear hometown - Klang although i just went back last month..

Well.. this time i have my 2 weeks break for raya celebration.. that's why im so happy to back here and sleep at my own sweet bed..

A Uni Life... some sort like been moved outside alone and work there for months.. leaving my own hometown away like around 400km?... is a far journey though.. yet im not regreting to study there at Skudai, Johor. It gave me a chance to live independently.. to learn myself and to built myself mentally and physically.. although i always spent my time on washing the clothes.. my bedsheet.. waiting bus to go study.. etc etc.. all these had proven myself i will survived even though im outside alone.. without my mum's help and dad's protection.. Without a car in Johor, is really a suffer matter as the university's bus is not punctual in time espcially on saturday and sunday.. so that is the matter i dislike to go shopping on weekends.. the taxi drivers here.. aiks.. 1 word to mention : non-intergrity... even a uni students oso been bullied for extra pay whenever u are alone taking for a ride.. So, there goes reality stands for..
Self protection is a necessary matter in order to live in real society..

FYI, im so happy that my maths paper had passed quite well which 22/30.. Yet.. there comes a shocked news that.. my lecturer decided to close the 'case' internally and asked us retake the test!! wth... i really speechless when the lec told us so.. i wonder izit this called as uni life?... mum and dad shocked when i told them about this..
This is a good lesson that let us know that uni life.. is like that ~ 'simple'.. 'easy'... & complicated.. Arghh.. it is ridiculous enough....

Anyway.. I enjoyed my holiday with a fully packed schedule.. hahaha.. since saturday.. i had my outings with my bunch of school classmates.. my old 9 gang.. and ex-schoolmates.. its quite fun and memorable that we can hang out together again... KP.. station 1.. Aeon Bukit Tinggi.. Neway Centro.. BBK Jusco.. are good places to hang.. although i had went for years.. ^^..

Well.. i guessed.. i will be miss all of these again when i back to Uni.. haha.. Do remember.. hanging out with you all.. is the best thing i ever had.. ^^ Love ya guys.. Muacks!

A journey.. of my pursued study.. in UTM

2010-08-07T07:56:00.002+08:00

Well guys.. guessing everyone is busying with their uni life.. but.. its quite sad when i heard some of my friends dint continue their further study in uni life as they doesnt have good result.. but life still goes on rite? ^^.. hope they will have bright future in career job as well..

Ok.. bak to the topic... hmm.. study in uni.. is easy?.. well.. for me it is tiring than my secondary.. in physical or mentally aspect.. clothes got to wash ourselves manually.. if lazier students will prefer pay rm 2 once for the washing machine.. for assignments.. hmm.. its good that in group who willingly to share and separate the works so that easier.. but.... haiz... u shud know the condition when your partner is somekind of... irresponsible person who do not wish to contribute together and push all the job to you.. *sighs..... maybe someone will think that.. are you sure yur partner or group member is liddat?.. but they looks aint liddat.. or maybe is your prob?...oh gosh.. does we can recognise a stranger is actually a terrorist or bad person just look with their appearance?... zzz.. if like that then whole world's bad guy sure being catched.. If i'm the one who mentally prob.. den you would probably the 1st one who avoiding me me right?.. swt..

Honestly to tell.. this does let me have a lesson.. that is.. self-protection.. no matter what.. be positive and determine what is important to ourself than be a stupid person who let others to control.. a stranger .. still a stranger.. please do not trust 100% on themselves.. if not.. pandai pandai la...

Currently Im taking Bachelor of Science (Pure Chemistry).. well.. in my class.. there is a total of 33 person.. Among us who are chinese is just... 5 person.. it is a tiny number if compare to the another neighbour course in Idustrial Chemistry.. well.. there sure is got pro and cons if got many ppl and less ppl.. Although sometimes feel a bit upset for it.. but... 5 of us quite good together and get to know more each other.. ^^

Hmm.. I think I should stop here... Next time continue the topic.. ^^

Before June.. After May..

2010-05-30T20:24:00.003+08:00

Since.. ages ago.. this blog had roating all the way..
^^.. Anyway.. Maybe Im busying with my work and doesnt have the mood to update anything at all..
Once blink my eyes, there is June coming around.. Recently just knew USM had provide me a course (Tech of Bioresource, Paper and Coating).. It is in last rank of my list in USM.. even Bach of Mass Comm (in the 4th rank).. they oso dint provide to me.. sob.. duh... I think Im gonna reject it..
Mum and dad doesnt disagree for what course Im choosing.. So it might be a benefit for ppl who wish for freedom.. but not me.. Mum said no need to think further about future.. bla bla anything but just complete the degree stage 1st.. She said.. once it comes.. everything will be ok soon.. Therefore.. study sin lor.. boh bian.. what to do.. ^^

Work as admin almost half year.. and its kinda suffer and tonnes of work for me to do since i work for 4 bosses.. Yet i had learnt alot as well.. Thanks for the experience they had teached me.. So on june.. its time for me to think whether i shud work till 15th or 30th.. ^^ I wana have a break for me to shopping.. loitering and mushrooming a while.. Dunno what will be if so hectic life suddenly become meaningless break.. I should be a shroom later on.. haha..

Anyway.. feel want to go Penang makan makan.. sighs.. ~~~ Chaoz guys... Here Mr.Headache comes.. ^^

2010-04-11T20:31:00.004+08:00

Kinda way too long i dint update my blog..

well.. since got the result thingy.. hardly to meet up with my gangs until last week celebrate with my classmate's birthday.. lolx.. sorry for him edmund soo that i haven wish a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha.. pity him that waiting our gang's to text him for wishes until 12am but no one do so except wengkit tham.. not our fault to be blame off but his dear xsu ting asked to.. haha.. And not to forgotten my dear Michelle Tan's birthday celebration yesterday.. We went to 88 steamboat buffet after MPAB finished from 6.30pm until 9.30pm.. Just a word to describe there.. HOT!! ^^.. Even though the place is not so romantic.. mess around.. but no matter where we celebrate.. is worthful as long we are together crap around and concern each other.. our heart will be bonded together and forever ya..

Fyi.. currently im working as an admin in a financial company.. busy busy busy.. from 9 to 6.. busy busy busy.. haha.. said really.. i dont really could catch the rhythm nicely and always forgetful.. yet im trying my very best to learn everything.. some people saying that work as admin really boring enough as i heard many of them just like.. spelling abc? or photocopy?.. but mine looks way hard and more work to do.. haha.. so i dont know whether im lucky ones or unlucky ones.. the lucky part.. is i think i can learn more things.. the unlucky part.. is im gonna learn ALL the things.. So.. i shud close 1 eye and work 1 eye.. Strive to the MAX!!! lolx.. Yet life still goes well as i haven 'ding dong kiao' like a tortoise.. haha..

(Hmm.. Thinking) Wondering how will It be when June comes?.. Izit anything will change start from that point? or I just will like standing way far from it?.. Well.. Mum asked me not to think so far.. and just depends on the condition.. Nothing should be a stone to blocked you a mile way off if you dare to step forward and handle it well by yourself.. (Sometimes.. talking is much easier than you think.. Agree? ^^) But.. she is right.. all the time.. If i dint do it myself.. I wont get experience from it..

zzz.. Doesnt have mood enough to blog it anymore since someone starting to make my nerves on.. chaoz..

P/S : KS is not A QUITTER and I Wont let myself be A QUITTER!!

2010-03-14T11:30:00.002+08:00

sighs.. kinda emo lately.. doesnt know what is the real reason that causing it.. maybe working pressurized me around.. and stupid hp.. mayb he was old d.. always hang gei and making me many probs.. unable to sms and find contact list.. sob..

Until now..i stil unable to decide what i really want to pursue.. too much opinions and reasons making me headache.. i know that im kinda ridiculous for it.. but what to do.. in order to prevent jobless for future.. i need to find a solution and work it out nicely..

About work.. every week since monday i already start to think for coming sat and sun break.. cox working is really exhausted for me.. 9am to 6pm.. an hour break.. really too long.. but i must stand for 3 months.. 3 months.. after that will over for everything!! jia you!!! ^^

p/s: yday kinda a horrible day.. swt

Decisions

2010-03-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

Sorry for so long only update my blog.. cox recently kinda busy with tonnes of work in my new company... As a newbie.. Im gonna learn all the things by a month or 2 .. Kinda horrible.. rite? ^^..
Well.. last week.. i got my STPM result and it was kinda shocked that i got it.. 3.5 is a satisfied result for me already.. so i dint expect much bout it.. Now the main thing is.. i dunno what courses should i take.. Looks like many people already decided for it since the deadline on 30th march..
About those courses.. all looks similiar but i dislike all major in physic courses.. Thinking bout chemistry engineering.. a most hard and challenging subject.. as most seniors said.. I feel wana to take it.. hmm.. besides that.. what courses should i take for the 2nd choice and etc .. i reli doesnt have any idea bout it.. ^^ Hopefully i can make a draft or final decision before next week ends.. Fight for it guys!! For yourself... A Uni life!!

Depression..

2010-02-24T20:38:00.002+08:00

Is way too much for me.. Im depressed!
Before 20th Feb.. im stil enjoying my cny happily.. Visiting relatives and friend's house.. Eating all around.. Etc etc..
Until i got a call from mr lim sheng yu last friday if not mistaken.. He told me that radio station had annouced stpm result will out on 25th Feb 2010.. that is 2mr..
so.. i dont know whether i should sigh or happy that the result coming out such early.. ^^
I dont dare to think for my result.. since i feel that im done it kinda.. badly..
Anyway.. wish everyone good luck for 2mr and no matter what happen.. don give up wil do!!
May god bless us all the way!! ^^

Random post

2010-01-30T21:29:00.003+08:00

lolx. Cny is just around the corner. Angpau angpau, new clothes, bagua, steamboat, BBQ, cookies, play play play!!! BREAK BREAK BREAK!! Guys from old secondary school friends already making plans for cny. Left are Red Crescent gang, High Schoolians, and 6A1's pals, faster make plans for it! I cant wait to meet you all!! Lolx..

Well, the feeling to celebrate it kinda faded away lately. Maybe izit because we grown up and cny is kinda like a day for us to break? Well, it is. Working is way much tougher and tired for me although i just work for temporarily. Wondering the condition if we working a job for 10 years? 20 years or even more. oh gosh. Its definitely no way! 1st 2 weeks working in the school, i already keep thinking and finding ways to deal with those naughty students who doesnt do their homework. But too bad, seems my kindness doesnt work for them. But, one thing really bugging me around, that is, how does other teachers in the school could manage them well, and making them afraid of them? Summore is those teachers arent aggressive also.swt. This really a question mark for me. Sighs. Teaching kids a b c, spelling words, doing maths question, and etc arent an easy job at all, especially for those weak students. Sometimes, whenever those weak students who willing to study and got improved though just a little, its already a big reward and relief for a teacher. Yet for those clever AND think they are clever enough no need to study from a teacher is making my nerves and temper on. Thats why sometimes cant control then start to shout and scream towards them. Hahaha. Horrible, right? Undeniable.

Hmm. Last thursday i just went for an interview for admin clerk in an insurance company. The interview seems going well. Yet til now haven receive any news from it. Sighs. Guys, wish me luck for it. Hope to have good news from them later on. So that i wont facing jobless dilemma on february til june. Haha.

confession

2010-01-19T21:00:00.003+08:00

well.. being a teacher.. kinda tired.. imagine those kids and students dint pay attention on your class and talk talk NONSTOP.. omg.. reli getting tired of these..
I wonder.. shud i just dont think of anything.. giving up those naughty students and just teach who really willing to study de.. kinda cruel?.. but it is reli reli reli hard for them to sit even an hour for a subject.. omg.. headache.. sighs..
Now i really understand the hard way and difficulty for a teacher to control a noisy class..

Birthday post.. ^^

2010-01-12T20:26:00.003+08:00

^^.. i bet everyone sure know what im goin to write here..
yea, no doubt.. 10 january 2010.. my birthday..

Feel kinda weird that saturday morning.. nthg to do... Nthg special also.. so i decided to take a long nap during afternoon.. like kit so called it isnt a nap.. but sleep.. ^^.. No one chat with me.. or even a 'fly' bugging me around.. really really quiet..
until i awoke, online chat with friend.. they asked me whether got go out celebrate or not.. well.. its kinda weird that a birthday girl dint went out whole day enjoy her last day for bring nineteen years old but staying at home rotting.. kekez..

Night have dinner with family as usual.. then back home watch tv and online again.. lolx..
Friends all mostly start working.. busy finding $ for coming cny celebration. haha.. so i can understand their situation and how tired when finished working.. guys.. don fall sick ya.. ^^
Reached 12am.. that time, slowly msg cames 1 by 1.. some called me and wished me... some maybe because my phone line busy so drop to voice mail.. paiseh har.. etc etc.. ^^..
As i replying those msg.. someone asked me looking at the sky and make a wish as usual.. at 1st i dint really care about it..but when i opened the door and stand at the balcony.. something weird happened.. why does a car looks so familiar... and someone inside.. rushing to the door and opened it.. then an oreo cake presented infront me.. with the candle lighted on.. A birthday song sang to me.. Just for me.. the baby born on january 10.. I really.. silent that time.. nothing to say.. not even a word from my mouth that time.. shocked... then happy... sweet.. and touched.. even a small cake.. Thanks for giving me this surprise that i never had before.. ^^

On morning, family and I went for a simple breakfast. Then we shop at Aeon. Walking through the Jusco supermarket, saw melissa walked through me.. We chat for a while and she wished me as well.. Then through haagen daze shop, saw chee kar working there. Dropped by to say hello to him and crap a while.. He told me that working there kinda nice. Although salary not much, but got free 1 bucket of ice cream every month. Argh~~ jealous. and i want that ice cream!! After goodbye, went giant for a walk and back home at afternoon.

Suppose got gathering at night, yet my secondary friends all still studying and unable to attend, so decided to cancel off the gathering. But once i wake from my nap, samzz dropped me a message said wana out boh..celebrate for me. ^^ Can out again!! wohoo!! Although its raining heavily when we out, but once we stop at bbk, the rain stopped. Phew~ haha. After samzz, yy and I arrived half an hour, bangkia kit chriex them soon came with a birthday cake for me. Thanks for bought the cake guys. ^^.. then, we ate, laughed and crapped.

Well, from 19 years old to 20. Its kinda a weird number and suddenly realised that i had live 19 years. Within this 19 years, suddenly thought that what i had done for all, for myself, and for others. A step to 20, it also alarmed me that im not a teenager anymore but an adult. and the number 20, tells me that IM GETTING OLD!! haha. too bad. we cant return to the back or past.
But who cares, my adult life just started!! hope everything goes fine and i can overcome anything in life.

Lastly, A special thanks to everyone who wished me and celebrate with me : Yinyin, Ah ben, Bangkia, Samzz, Kit, Chriex, Edmund and Ling, Kaiwen, Alex, Michelle, Ss, Lee Sin, Weykiat, Huishin, Esther, Cheeyong Senior, Nel, Chin Min, Meifong, Eddy, Yichun oh~, Huishien, Turtle, Melissa, Otc, Siauman, Leong Chin, high school juniors and my beloved facebook's friends.. ^^... really thanks to you all!!!! This year... the 1st year.. So many people wished me!! ^^.. REALLY REALLY THANKS ALOT!!!

May our life in future will brighter and be happy always guys!! Stay Healthy and Good Luck in everything!!!! ^^

yr of 2009 over.. a new yr 2010~

2010-01-02T22:56:00.003+08:00

Its kinda a messy, chigek'ness, pekchek'ness for my life in 2009. A year that i had my stpm exam in such a condition of 'yea~ i just gone thru it~'..
After the last pa stpm paper, i lost my direction and nothing to do at all. No mood to play and enjoy. Its kinda like im already finished and graduated from school, need not study with those uniform and white shoes bla bla thingy.
But said really, it is quite nice and fun when schooling in primary and secondary. At least i wont think so much and worry about what job i should find and course i wanna take after my result come out that time. Sighs~
^^..
However, time really passes like flowing water. Once upon a time, I was born and im still a baby. Now, year 2010, Im going to be 20 years old and my quad of life had just gone liddat, just liddat.
How can i imagine when im going to be 50 or 60 yrs old. Like An old woman walking on the street and going to 'pasar pagi' buy things. lolx.
Today heard parents talking about expenses on further education bla bla thingy, its making me more worry that in future, izit we must at least got a 'cert' with higher degree and brain in order to live on in this world? We eat and receive education in order to live, yet now we're doing the reverses the fact, that is live to receive education and eat.

Well, grab those chances as we can be well educated. Im grateful to be educated although gov kinda doing a messy job and always change our syllabus, formats etc etc. But what to do? Im a malaysian.^^

A new year, should have a new hope. I guess my year of 2010 will going well. since i had a good starting. nyek nyek~ Lalala~^^

p/s: One more thing, Human are the dangerous animal in the world.

-

2009-12-30T23:03:00.002+08:00

Im just a illusion..
Nothing special..
Im just.. useless... thats all..

random post

2009-12-29T21:17:00.001+08:00

^^.. today is 29th december 2009..
Today is a happy day!! It really does.. for me!!
RM 50.. + RM250.. worth it.. vv

I think im insane!!! hahaha...

2009-12-17T10:42:00.002+08:00

Things never change good as we think it negatively and bad..
Is the mind who controlling us.. our own mind..
Analyse.. think clearly.. be confident.. are the things i need to have..
^^.. since its over.. why shud i keep worry bout it?!?. enjoy my life and experience it is the main thing..
everything will be fine.. happy go lucky! jiayou to me and u all guys!!! ^^

坦诚与面对.. 是一念之差.. 还是像天那么大.. 难以捉摸?

2009-12-15T20:17:00.003+08:00

或许
我还是那个样子
无法改变自己
那受纵容
要人宽恕
自私野蛮的性格

一直一直挣扎的心
仿佛无奈着告诉我
不该这样
不要那样
要勇敢地面对

在我眼里
看见别人的一举一动
仅仅向我暗示着一些我应该有的态度
而不是另一种态度

但
我还是失败了
唉..
失落的失败者
几时才能站起来?
我不知道
也不想知道
只想上天
让我有那个勇气面对跟坦诚

CHEAP BOOKS FOR SALE!!

2009-12-14T10:37:00.006+08:00

Well guys.. i posted up the pic of those ref books so tat u all can see which wan u all wan.. ^^
For :
-physic and maths.. those ref books almost bout rm 40 PER BOOK.. yet..i offer rm 40 for the WHOLE SET...
-chem is rm 45..
All set + past yr paper!!!

p/s : The price can be discussed based on the books u want.. ^^

CHEAP REF AND EXE BOOKS FOR SALE!!

2009-12-10T13:43:00.003+08:00

EXAM OFFICIALLY OVER!!

I have many STPM exercise and reference books..
Pengajian AM (reference)

Physic (Exercises/reference/past year papers)

Chemisty ( Exercise book for physical/ reference books/past year papers..)

Maths ( Exercises for model papers/Exercises for every chapters/Past year papers/Reference book)

Don hesitate to buy it.. cox some of it i will offer 3/4 or even HALF PRICE!!
Guys.. who wana buy those book pls drop a msg to me.. ^^...

* if anyone who wana buy all books for certain subject.. den past yr paper for that subject i might giving out free!!! ^^

Last post til 10 DECEMBER 2009

2009-10-03T23:25:00.002+08:00

sighs..
now.. is october..
1st..im wondering.. how im gona live after this month... or what im gona do after my big 'war'..
my heart is like a vase.. spoilt.. and broken.. once getting trial result.. its was totally same like my midterm result.. 2 pass 2 failed.. SIGHS again~~ i think my teacher kinda feel shocked and disappointed on me..
Thinking.. why ppl can get such such.. CRAZY.. BIZZARE result but i cant?.. why ppl play more than me but they can get good results than me?.. aiks.. sometimes.. i wish that 100% it was a fate.. a fate than ppl are born with different genes and something called BRAIN heritage.. so that i can convince myself.. 'OH.. Izit liddat?.. No choice.. heritage and fate dislike me!! )...den i wont blame over myself... hahahha...

2nd... I wonder when is my deathline.. haha.. recently there are too many disaster happened around... last few days ago.. mum suddenly asked me that after 40 or 50 yrs... how is my generation and next generation life?
10 yrs ago.. a thief robbed a woman's bag... kinda small case.. and doesnt cause any big deals for us.. but now.. a thief snatch ppl's bag and results a death case... omg... kinda horrible.. and serious..
That's why mum said.. until my age getting older... the society is getting worser.. human are getting complex.. and hard to predict who are the good one and bad one.. SIGHS AGAIN~~~

Lolx..
i think.. after this week.. im not gona online for a long long time..
So guys.. don miss me ya!! (lolx... sorry if im ss'ing myself.. )
and.. wish me luck for u all and for myself.. GAMBATEH!! STPM student.. jia you!!!
May god will bless us and give us strength to continue our journey and strive for the best!!! ^^
Chaoz

Sentimental + tired + enjoyed moment~~

2009-09-22T22:44:00.005+08:00

Yesterday... kinda sentimental.. becox weykiat has left us to oversea for further study..
10.20am... was his departure time.. saw him walking alone towards the departure entrance.. waving his hand towards us for the last time.. and saying goodbye to us.. ^^.. well.. kinda sad..
but.... thx to him.. that let us 9 pal gang bonded together.. 7 of us.. alex.. ivy.. ss.. ls.. hs.. mich.. very enjoyed that day.. we went to manhanttan fish market for our 'breakfast'.. imagine.. 7 ppl... shared a platter of 2 servings... haha... the employee kinda surprised when we shared that platter together..
After that.. feel wana watch movie.. too bad... the cinema crowded with ppl.. sienz lor liddat.. gona cancelled our plan for movie.. then we went for redbox... rm 24 per pax.. still expensive for me.. but with a bunch of ppl sing k.. worth lor~~~ (stupid titbits rm 9.. soooooo expensive... )
'Bout 5pm.. when we wana leave for steamboat.. pity ivy.. her footwear had spoilt.. so gona buy a new one.. kekez.. well vy.. although is rm 60.. yet it so suites u.. don sad lar har~~ kiss kiss for u.. haha..
Suppose we decided to eat Steamboat buffet at Restaurant yuen.. but.... but... but... u know larh... its public holiday... + its cheap... + its famous... that y... soooooooo crowded that place with bunch of ppl waiting outside like its having big 50% discount sale.. swt... no choice lor... back to klang... eat steamboat at bbk.. not bad la.. bcox we can laugh loudly or play crazily at thr... (kinda paiseh bcox everyone who having steamboat peep us or mayb thought us r crazy.. lolx..)
What a tiring day.. but we really enjoyed it... ^^... thanks guys.. lolx.. love u all and friendship forever!!...

*p/s: for wk.. take care ya buddy at thr.. lolx.. although u r not around m'sia but..i still let opportunity for u to tease me la.. wakaka.. once bak to m'sia mux jio limteh.. ITS A MUST!! muahahaha...

2009-09-18T00:09:00.002+08:00

我期待着

盼望着

渴望着

奢望着

一个形容词

的

一个名词

Don read.. again.. lolx..

2009-08-18T20:22:00.003+08:00

lolx.. im happy tis few weeks.. mab bcox i aledi passed those club things to juniors.. althought life kinda a bit dull.. yet there is a big war waiting for us!! TRIAL AND STPM!! strive for it guys!! don wait.. like me.. lembik aje.. haha.. I stil don hav the mood to study.. yet im trying... lolx..
Well.. stil got 4 months to go.. den we gona graduate.. ish.. i bu sher der.. u.... all!! lolx..
Teasing... Arguing.. Angrying.. Misunderstanding.. Loitering.. Studying together wif moody mode.. all those funny funny jokes and acts.. I will miss for sure..
Sentimental ~~~ lolx.. nthg to say edi.. haha.. enjoy for 4 months.. wohoo!!

2009-08-08T21:55:00.004+08:00

Finally.. our power.. strength.. ability.. and job had passed to our lovely juniors..
AGM over one by one.. Its a relief for us seniors not busy for koko again..
Yet.. Internal affair between juniors just started..
Differ gangs.. differ opinions.. differ thoughts make much difference..
This is the thing we are learning from the start..
Yet. for you all.. this is just the beginning.. Stop arguing whether you got or not for that post you dreamt of.. but do your very best to prove your existence.. your ability.. and your power..
Please be realistic that you arent the best of the best.. but trying to be the best out of the best..
Instead of mumbling and complaining why this.. why that.. remember that when u pointing 1 finger to others.. there's still 4 fingers pointing yourself.. for those who acting infront of me.. and 'kilat' ppl's shoes.. Thanks for done that stupid act.. Yet remember 1 thing... the post you got.. the ability that we giving you that place.. we dare to give you.. we also dare to kick you off from it..So You should feel grateful to enter this big family.. Not everyone has this chance to do so..
Complaining who been biased.. who do this and that.. Such stupid act u also dare to do.. I really feel disappoint to you then.. Feel sorry that i think you arent the understanding ones now.. just because of such post and changed everything.. including your beloved attitude towards your respected seniors.. All ruined.. and make us changed our opinion towards you..

Lastly, for ppl who did not get it.. Life is aint all about power and post that you having.. but is the experience and true frienship you gaining and obtaining through a new circle of life.. Although u dont have it.. yet what you had gained definitely not less than others.. It is true that sometimes.. Wealth and compete with others really make ones life suffer for hatred and being hatred.. Why dont we be the normal ones and stand still as we dint so anything wrong and we gained everything in our life?.. Be strong.. and be brave.. Be proud with what you had done.. and NOT ARROGANT!!!

污染的世界

2009-07-25T17:06:00.002+08:00

未来的我都不知道会变得怎么样呢?
没勇气去面对只好能用另一个观点去接收

世界上最可怕的.. 不是肉食动物捕追撕裂猎物的肉..
而是人类勾心斗角..争权势的画面..

谣言谎话流传一天..就会制造出十种不一样的版本..
面对一个不认识的陌生人.. 要用十种不一样的方法去试探..

人.. 往往都不晓得或甚至不认为自己是卑鄙...邪恶..假装的人..
他们的每一个举动..行动..思想..都已把自己的目的显露出来..
当他们在说话时.. 每一个答案..回答已将本性告诉我... 你有目的的..

对于真诚待人的人.. 谢谢您那么真实..那么可爱地无望回报地对待每个人..
而给贪图权势..态度极端到无法沟通.. 想要往上爬却不做事的他人.. 对不起.. 你不配当一个上等人.. 只能当个下等人..或者是个被人看贬的家伙..
要人在您的脚下.. 先衡量您有多'重'..好让人自动地服于您..
要讲别人的坏话.. 不妨看看你留下给别人的印象.. 是否也是这么地差..
还有..... 不要一直说... 但是!!!!!!!!!

要改变别人.. 先改变自己!!!! 不是别人为你而改变!!! 若要人顺从你.. 或钦佩你.. 不妨一下你自己吧!!!!
我已懒得说了.. 掰!!!

Craz War?!?.. lolx..

2009-07-12T12:00:00.003+08:00

well..tis morning 1230.. guess whr stil am i?.. cleaning susin's hs lor.. lolx.. after such craz party at thr... how craz was it?.. imagine.. 3 ppl burfday we celebrated together.. we sang burfday song.. asked them make wish... bla bla.. ok.. this is the fun part.. bite candle.. they believed the cake that made by butter creamy creamy stuff costs rm 60.. kenot play oh~ wana eat de lor.. ~~ lolx.. the ceremony... kinda from a nice warming normal burfday party.. becames wild and gone craz!! omg.. Once we shout 1.. 2.. 3 to let them bite the candle.. then a 'PIAK' sounds so loud.. we can see that the 3 guys like stunted.. omg.. wat happened now?... we been played?!?.. lolx.. they started to become crazy and finding victims to target... zzz.. Its mad.. reli mad!! who gets nearer.. who wil be the victim... kinda pity for some ppl like cguan.. edmund.. hc.. and others.. been bullied by 18 grasses's hand full wif cream.. paiseh la guys.. Oh ya.. not to forget... cheng and kthai.. aiks.. it is a wrong decision when they started to hide.. yet.. they oso kena... from the grasses again.. haha.. The floor.. our face.. clothes.. hair.. all CReam.. and very oily lar wei!! but we stil enjoyed.. like fighting tiger in the cage.. swt.. After all starts to calm down.. we came out wif new cake again.. but tis time is real cake.. can eat de.. no bluff.. they make a wish.. joked around.. and blow candle.. Aunty (susin's mum) also wish us all get 4 flats in STPM.. Wohoo.. thx aunty!!.. The ceremony continues with 'yamseng' with CHAMPAGNE... (lolx.. is sparkling juice la..).. chit chatz.. jokes around.. Bbq some~~ already 1200am.. Everyone seems tired.. and some of us helped sin cleaned the house lor.. bla bla bla.. 1230am jor.. Liddat the craz jungle war ended with sentimental feelings..
Well.. Specially dedicated to hsien.. yy.. and cyau.. HAPPY BURFDAY YA.. and.. mte members.. thanks for joined together and this time we can say the attendance is quite memuskan.. haha..

p/s : i wonder shud i put the movie that we took yday?.. lolx.. seems kinda very funny..

Life.. aint easy as you think!!

2009-07-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

Life.. aint easy as you think..
We always afraid of being the fail ones.. but who knows we wont fail if we dint experience it thoroughly?..
Ask your heart... Izit wealthy, fame, glamorous, posts really important for you and will make your life perfect than owning a bunch of pals and gangs that willing to strive and work together?..
Even stupid one will choose the 2nd one.. yea.. wealthy.. fame.. those thing.. really do make us satisfy sometimes.. but it wont last longer... Yet an experience.. that faced thru obstacles.. problems.. dilemma in handling teachaers.. quarelling with friends etc etc.. is a thingy.. that we will never forget in our life.. forever..
Taking a big step forward.. you will face many kinds of problems.. and obtain something that you never deal with and experience.. If taking a step backward.. you will wont gain anything.. but continue with your dull.. boring and old life...
Why not change your life to a better.. colourful and full of excitement?.. The decision is on your hand.. not ours.. not others.. BUT YOU..
Be who you are.. dare to it.. and overcome it... Don let it beats you since you never try to defend..
^^

2009-06-26T22:48:00.001+08:00

第一类摩羯是很多人说的那种，没安全感，自信心不高，保守，古板，你的柔情攻势或许可以起到效果。日久生情几率会高。
第二类摩羯是那种只看重第一眼感觉的，没感觉，你付出再多只会招来反感。你需要征服她，而不是感化她。她需要充分的独立空间，你的盯人战术只会受到排斥。这类人通常不会日久生情，顶多感动而已。所以会给人感觉很无情。
两者的显著区别是：第一类摩羯女通常外表很冷，那不过是自我保护意思，如果你攻破了她的面具，她会显得很依赖。第二类摩羯女通常很爱玩，社交很有手腕，可是，你了解越深，越会觉得她有一种很难接近的感觉，她们的心很难被走进的。

Which one is me?!? choose choose!!

im useles.. for u.. i know that..

2009-06-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

yea... i don hav the rights to do so..
since wat i had done oso useless.. i rather than become the listener.. not trouble maker..

RM 10 is way much different with RM 2990!!

2009-06-24T17:07:00.003+08:00

Omg.. nearly be cheated by the stupid shop that saying my cpu had spoilt and couldnt fix anymore.. swt... but... thanks to otc la.. haha.. he told me a shop near jln meru there.. i asked my mum go try luck... haha.. the most swt part is.. the cpu is ok.. nthg spoilt.. and... jux dusty.. SWT!!! Imagine i throw away tis old cpu by fixing it with only rm10 and BUY a NEW COMPUTER + CPU + stuff with rm 3000!!!! which means.. im gona waste rm 2990 for new computer if i throw away the old ones!!! haha.. Thanks to my mum la.. lurve u.. haha

Well.. today is post mortem.. jux over.. For me it jux might be the last.. and only time that i reli speak out for the whole year's activity.. Sorry guys.. if i reli make u all felt annoyed.. But i still stand for my own opinion.. If throughout this year i cant change u all.. then there isnt a reason for me to continue saying those 'bull talk' to u all.. no point oso... waste my saliva and energy to do so.. haha.. But im glad to be ya all's frens.. TIS IS A TRUE FACT!!! Muahaha.. knock knock peace~ ( Aiks... specially dedicated to boon tiong.. bangkia.. jo.. waikit.. wei shan.. susin... tiong tsien.. cy.. and ya all .. Dont be sad oh.. If we cant change them.. then let them be.. as long we dint feel sorry for wat we had done.. and wat we contribute for ourselves.. they dint appreciate.. let them be.. and proud with wat u had done with your own ability without help from others!!! )

Sincerely from reiz.. ^ ^

2009-06-14T01:20:00.003+08:00

Feel weird lately..
Izit my 6th sense not 'chun'?.. or jux an illusion?..
People are getting 'faker' day to day..
Its like lack of trusts and believes amongst..
You all doesnt feel tired of it.. but i will!! Its kinda hard to mix with people who dont understand and not same 'frequency'..
Backstabbers.. unbelievers.. pls don do such stupid and childish act..
Be friends.. is using your heart to make friends with people.. not act infront of them...
Imagine.. Its like he/she is really an angel and bloomish with a pair or white furry wings infront... but when turn aside.. a 'devil' smile with a sharp knife like gonna kill u off the way!!
Swt.. this kinda friends. beware of them!! You might dunno when you are going to be slashed and dumped into the dustbin.. and pick you back when they NEED YOU ONLY..

Monopolize?! Distraction?! Not same frequency!? You are the good example if you play a good role.. yet vice versa.. if you arent have a good attitude and manner.. then pls shut up your mouth and stop influencing others from good to bad ones.. Be who you are.. where you belongs to.. and sincerely use your heart treat people nicely and with manners..

I believe... god will treat everyone fair and square.. because i experienced before.. Do you?..
Try not to think about yourself.. but other people's conditions, their opinions and visions..
If one day you have been betrayed or backstabbed by friends.. try to flash back.. izit you had done something like this before?.. If you arent.. thank you.. If you are.. CHANGE IT!!

Not to be self-centred... selfish.. and self-importance.. but be generous.. kind hearted.. and sincere!!!

A great decision.. comes with a big responsibility?!?.. Its on your hand.. ^^

2009-06-09T16:06:00.004+08:00

情绪的波动
都是人类的正常反应
低落
近来也是变成一个潮流?
有时侯是我低落
有时变成他/她情绪化
每一天每一刻
大家的脾气情绪
都会因些许环境..人与人之间的因素
变本加厉
让人感到无奈
外表开心内心纳闷且悲哀的那种表情
应该是已达到境界的人才能做到吧?!
对不起..我不能..

想一想
你无忧住所无虑挨饿
整天发恼着一些感情..友情..的问题
那..你应该觉得庆幸
或许我应该说
你必须感到幸福可以顾虑这些是非
因为
每当一分钟你正在哀怨这些问题
那短短的一分钟可能是宝贵的一分钟
给予那些挨饿痛苦的非洲贫穷孩儿不是想着这些琐碎问题而是想着办法继续生存下去
或者那些癌症的患者在那分秒地拼了自己的命..不向命运低头与病魔对抗着
或者突发事件车祸的人士..在差那间没想到会被赶紧地送进医院抢救
或者预测不到的天灾如风暴..海啸..地震的降临会在你身边发生
或者....许多的或者..

若有一天
你能预测到下一秒或一天会
车祸不省人事
天灾发生
患上严重疾病
等等事件..
你会再珍惜这一秒..这一天的时光吗?
往往人都是在这一刻才发现时间是真的真的很少..不够..
才后悔不珍惜当初的光阴..

为了家人
为了你心爱的人
潇潇洒洒的活下去
开开心心的过每一天
珍惜此刻此时身边的事物
何乐而不为呢?..

每一天的开始.. 一旦从梦中舒醒.. 那一天开心与否.. 便是你的抉择.. 不是别人..
这一秒和下一秒的悲哀... 也是你的选择.. 不是他人...
选择就是你的权力.. 你的责任..
I shud change tat spiderman said de... a big decision.. comes with a big responsibility.. right?!?.. haha.. cheh~
NO DOUBT OF THAT!! ^^

曙光的坚强勇气

2009-05-31T21:43:00.002+08:00

当时间已变成期限
想挽回已太迟
只能
默默地期许着它慢慢的过着
好让自己想要做的东西赶快实现
一个决定和一个事实
彻彻底底地改变了
那个以前

往往拥有的人
都不会去在乎
不会去理会
一旦失去了才来后悔
那
已太迟太晚太慢

看见
那不想看见的情景
心
突然抽泣着
不知道是否对了
想说的
却不知如何是好
害怕
好像淹没了一切
懦弱
活生生地独吞了勇敢
变成了沉默
世界慢慢暗淡无色

放心
变成了唯一的出路
坚强
拼凑了无惧的力量
解脱
拥有的变成祝福
你的快乐
会是我的渴求
我的欣慰
让太阳
慢慢酝酿着
一道明亮曙光的路程

某人

笔

2009-05-28T20:12:00.004+08:00

Whenever u saw anything happen, don ever deny it, because it is real and true thing.
Our eyes never bluff us for anything, yet, is our mind think oppositely and ignore it.
A lend of hand, a nice greeting, a warm concern, will not flush away in a person's mind, unless he/she is cruel.
Memories.. wont be deleted easily.. like whenever we want to..
It is a pathway.. an experience.. a feeling.. that no people will understand it at your own side..
You are the only person.. that know what had happened.. what had really happened.. as it is a part of you..
When one stands at a cross-junction.. he/she either can choose to turn left or right.. using other pathway.. to change their old thinking mind.. Some problems.. can be divided into many ways to solve it.. it is not neccessary the only way to solve it... Think out of the box.. you may found something that unexpected!!
Move straight forward or backward... is a good way.. It can test your determination and flexibility.. Sometimes... in a critical situation.. is just whether step forward bravely.. or take a step backward corwardly.. opps.. or should i say.. take a step backward doesnt mean coward.. is a best way to be flexible.. right?!?..
Yet.. many people doesnt realise that.. besides turning left.. right.. move front.. and backward.. there is another way too.. that is.. stand quietly and never move for even a step... Remain stationary.. sometimes it might helps..
When a teacher use a marker pen.. she draw a dot on the whiteboard.. what do you see on the board?... Many people will say.. 'a dot'... Yes.. It is a dot on the board.. Yet.. how many people realise the existence of the white board area besides the dot?..
Maybe.. for me.. i will choose standing on the cross junction is kinda stupid act.. but standing on that point.. i can see all direction.. i can see everything.. i can see what happened.. i can know that i never move before.. never.. and im still here.. What i just can do.. is standing far far away.. looking forward.. backward.. left.. and right side.. with a hope and sign.. If tired. just sit a while and rest.. after that only continue.. If hurt and pain.. maybe moody for a day or two?.. then promised myself must be happy back.. self-counselling.. that is the only thing can do.. when feel helpless.. undoubtly.. It is a life experience..
Im still standing here.. waiting a direction.. a decider to make.. so that i wont be lost.. again~

~It is hard.. sad.. hurt.. and suffer... while saw it..
Yet.. im not the controller anymore.. i just a passenger.. that passed by.. silently.. without knowing.. that im stil... standing at there.. very very long..

2009-05-27T20:21:00.002+08:00

Lesson 1 : Dont done those stupid act and expect other wil appreciate it.
Lesson 2 : Dont be the generous one.
Lesson 3 : Whenever there is not your job.. Dont touch.. cox it might brings u trouble and full of anger with it.
Lesson 4 : Friends is friends, a good partner to share happy and difficult moment, but not work together.
Lesson 5 : Do appreciate people's help when you are been helped, its ok for you dint repay.. but at least not splash hot water on people.
Lesson 6 : I dare to say and i have reason to do so, cox that's me!
Lesson 7 : Nothing will gives u a big repay unless you work hard and do it with your heart!
Lesson 8 : Treat people with even and stand for their sides to think, ignore your selfishness and imagine that you are the people who been treated badly like that, it might will makes you understand why you cant do it!
Lesson 9 : This world is gonna end with people full of selfishness, self-centred, individualistic, materialistic and cruel, WHY cant people think to be the good ones, yet the bad ones?.. One day, if you been treated badly, you will point your fingers to others, yet try to think that did you also one of the selfish bully?

I might be the stupid one.. i might be the kepo one.. i might be the troublemaker, yet i have the heart and passion and never act, do you have that?..

(sorry if i had make you feel annoyed, the lessons above is based on individual's opinion.. ) ^^

无所事事 ^^

2009-05-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

时间
证明一切命运拼盘中的一切
泪水
代表内心永远的永远
每一天
象征着期待它到来的期待
风声
犹如潇洒里带着不舍的潇洒

这一切的一切..
代表着永远里的永远..
象征着期待中的期待..
犹如潇洒里的潇洒..

当
一切 + 永远 + 期待 + 潇洒
会等于我要的答案吗?..

希望如此
期盼那样
反照过去
奢望未来

若
希望 + 期望 + 反照 + 奢望
它的答案会是我所寻找的吗?
_________________________________

"我不想问
也不想回头知道
只把祝福
留在街角" - 取自 : 戴佩妮 '街角的祝福'

Bored~

2009-05-14T19:33:00.003+08:00

JUST A DROP BY.. ^^.. wish... that my friends can get a good result.. for their mid term..
well.. its quite easy to ask ppl study.. but dint motivate myself.. Yet.. im stil trying to do so..
haha..

Exam not yet start.. but i already wanted to have a holiday.. ish.. not good not good at all!!.. focus focus.. lolx..

Any information.. will be updated after exam i think.. tchaoz..

2009-05-10T20:27:00.002+08:00

Today.. suppose me be the one who celebrate for her.. yet.. i dint do so..
Morning woke up felt very moody.. don have the mood to eat anything n do anything.. like a dead corpse.. stupid weather... it makes me sick...
Tears utterly drops... when im revising my physic.. those information i cant remember and memorize at all.. stressed...
she asked me to go take my brunch (short form for breakfast and lunch ^^).. mayb worry bout my sick.. but i still dont feel wana have it.. decided to grab a bread to eat.. thats all.. tat time tears still continued like flowing water.. she nagged me.. said me must be brave..
Suddenly.. i dono where comes my courage.. i decided to tell her.. well.. as usual... u noe de la.. when talked to her... my tears.. uncontrollable and cant stop.. ^^
the surprise part.. she dint scold me.. yet.. she told me many many many things.. tat unexpected things.. tis time.. i really relief..
i really awaken.. i really really do.. Thanks to her..

Maybe im not brave enough.. im not dare enough to do so.. yet... i hope u wil noe my appreciation and love to u...
Happy Mother's Day!!!

2009-05-10T10:34:00.001+08:00

I wil try.. don worry.. It needs time.. to do so..
I want and i Will BE!!!

moody mode

2009-05-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

after all.. i am stil who i am..
at the beginning from now..

ISH... Stressed out...

2009-04-30T21:48:00.002+08:00

Ish... C2p...
our class got the 'class termuram' for 5 consecutive times..
Well.. i thought we already cleaned it nicely.. the notice board already replaced with blackboard... Miss Lim summore told us that we wont get the 'award' again since we already changed the board behind.. but den... who knows?.. We got AGAIN.... Not fair not fair !!!
Another one.. the teacher.. aiks.. how come har?... i stil couldnt find a suitable answer that she can teach form 6 students.. I know its kinda rude n not manners if talk like that.. but... honestly.. before that i still can stand with her.. listen to her teaching patiently... but now.. sorry.. Im not... I really cant stand her teaching ways... is like.. err... a real... can talk.. and speak reference book..
pek chek'ing bout how to save my maths subject from failed again..
I DON WAN FAILED!!
aiks...
wei... who can give tips bout this year's STPM exam paper... gimme gimme.. muat chun de oh.. lolx..

2009-04-16T20:25:00.002+08:00

早晨那清新的空气和烟雾
像一层层的保护层
弥漫了四周围
感觉清新舒爽
仿佛你对我一样
那么的细心呵护着我

乏黄的落叶
渐渐凋落在那原本空虚无人的马路上
也增添了些许色彩
比想像中更美丽
片片不起眼的落叶
像是一句短短及不起眼的祝福或安慰
代表着你对我的关心
都已足添满了我的心里

冰冷的风吹起
象征着乌云满天即将到来
雷声落雨的预兆
一旦狂风暴雨之后
灿烂的太阳慢慢射出无限光芒
照亮大地
温暖了整个世界
所以吵闹争风吃醋及冷漠对待都是家常事
若没有些许吵吵闹闹的事
那岂不是很平淡乏味?
^^

*还记得我说过 '当某人越吃醋,这表示她/他在某时候..不知不觉地提升了自己对他/她的爱了?'

改变失败的自己

2009-04-12T00:10:00.002+08:00

窗外的雨水滴答滴答地响着
而我却不知从何时坐在凳子上
看着那粒粒水珠的模样
而发了比平常不一样的呆
心里也觉得很不自在
想要哭的感觉又来了
但我死命忍着
就是不要让你知道我的伤心
我的内疚
我那无奈及害怕的极端

但
每当我生气了
那刻的我也后悔了
因为
我就是那么的脆弱
那经不起考验的心灵
那舍不得的感觉
顿时把我打败了
彻彻底底地输了这一盘棋

对不起
我那无知的动作
抱歉
我那天真的想法
谢谢
你给予我心灵上的安慰
感激
你的体谅及鼓励

我
不是百分百的人
也不是完美主义的人
我
只是一个平凡的人
一个不起眼的女孩

想要改变自己
但又失败了
那个小气和叛逆
几时才能消失呢?
唉~无奈~

*想要改变却失败的自己

...

2009-03-29T11:39:00.002+08:00

Well.. march is gona end and april comes...
we stil got bout 6 months to go b4 trial..
yet.. my class still in relax mood.. wakaka..
hw getting heavier and heavier.. activity getting more and more..
reli gona crack my brain to find a space for saving all those information and delete useless data..
although i know wat the chapter talks bout and how to ans the exercise.. i stil cant remember it if i proceed to next chapter.. is like.. err.. old files deleted from my 'computer' in order to saved the latest data information... ish~~
but im enjoying my day in skul everyday.. crap with friends.. chit-chatting.. and asking solution whenever i dono that question means..
Well.. since the maths teacher........ is unable to teach me well.. im trying to find solution myself.. wakaka... hope that i wil get thru it.. haha

Frustrating bout Study.. haha.. Lalalal

untitled

2009-03-24T23:09:00.001+08:00

Sometimes...
when u moody..
don listen to emo song...
cox it wil cause u more moody...
~~

无题的文章

2009-03-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

期待
每一个时刻
每一个时机
每个机会的到来..

相处
虽然很短暂
但很珍贵
很复杂
但很幸福

你放心
我会好好的过
因为
我已醒了
悲伤的我已不在
而存在是幸福及开心的我

谢谢
给予我回忆
给了我希望及鼓励的人
谢谢
给我一切一切的人

欠你回忆及一切一切的人

笔

一线之差..

2009-02-27T20:14:00.002+08:00

近来..
脑海里只有两首歌旋转着..
-Taylor Swift's Love Song
- 周杰伦和温岚的"祝我生日快乐"

虽然是旧歌... 可是却有着一种感觉..那..就是...想要听..(哈哈..别想歪了..)

朋友一直问我为何我写的部落格这么emo~好像有事情似的..嘻嘻..
放心.. 我没事!!! 真的真的没事!!
只是..为你们叹气哦~
看见别人有了她.. 就会想要一个她..
碰见别人有个他...就发现自己是这么的一个人..

想救她从过去..很难..但..不要放弃.. 若是你要的..就加油哦!!

*爱与好感..只是一线之差... 我都不了解.. 你了解吗?..

有空的话..去听听那两首歌吧.. 嘻嘻...

寄予悲伤及无奈的人

2009-02-22T17:11:00.002+08:00

致: 悲伤且无奈的人

当天使给予你一个幸福.. 它也会带走你的悲伤过去..
厌倦..失去..乃是平常我们都会有的..
但..
与其伤心地过日子..不如开心地去享受每一天.. 每一刻..每一秒..

当你开心..周围的朋友都会感受到..
你伤心..死党会因你而悲哀..
不要认为你是孤独的.. 因为你只是存在在你认为孤单的世界里..
想开了..你就会发现.. 你其实活在一班关心你的朋友的圈子里..

每个人都想被爱..被疼.. 被关心.. 我也不例外..
那只能怪..时机..缘分不对咯!!.. 嘻嘻..

终

想被疼..被爱..被关怀的人笔

valentine

2009-02-15T20:28:00.002+08:00

Valentine

a day.. tat shud be memorable. happy moment.. for every couples...

for singles..

oso can have a precious moment.. with those single friends..

For those people..

who confessed successlly.. congratz ya!!

Yet

for those confessed but dint work out..

don give up..

you will find your true love one day!!

HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!!! EVERYONE

*If you are happy ... and have a memorable things everyday.. den means everyday oso a happy valentine's day!!!*

Tick tock tick tock.. Its over~~

2009-02-04T21:18:00.002+08:00

Wohoo~ Time passed by like pipe water.. haha..
1 week ago.. i still dreaming and hoping that cny comes faster so that i can have a nice holiday and full-filled with angpau operation plan and gathering with my gangs.. pals..
and now.. its all over..

From the 2nd day of cny (tats tuesday) til sunday.. i had gathered with my old gangs n new pals..
We still the same.. nothing much difference.. among you all.. and me..
Gap.. is a common thing.. dint see u all for such long.. once gather together.. the first thing and topic that we can talk.. of course about our study.. our life.. haha.. and no doubt.. those gf bf topics..

Now.. Cny aledi over... im gona back to my normal life.. study.. quite suffer when gona start schooling.. gona wake up at 6... study from 7 smthg in the morning til 1 pm.. Yet.. its quite fun go back school.. cox got new craps!!! wakakak...
Although we are far away.. we arent together all the days... yet.. we still the same 'we'.. our heart never loss and.. never break apart..

All the best to you all.. and Better don forget me will do!!! hahaz...
Thanks for the gathering ya !!!

2009-01-25T10:27:00.003+08:00

Sometimes.. Things aint need to tell so that ppl will beg on u..
This is a common sense ques & ans..
Look around u.. u sure feel it..
Ppl doesnt do that if u dint do that..
Ppl doesnt feel that if u dint feel liddat..
Ppl aint think that if u dint thought of that.. or shud i say u nvr thought of it oso..
I don mind.. i don care.. bcox i cant change that.
Im angry im guilty.. bcox im doin liddat...
Yet... when there is a reason to do so.. i wil do it as well..
thanks for the help.. sorry for the disappointment.. and those feeling...

p/s : IM A GOOD FREN YET A BAD FREN AS WELL...

2009-01-20T21:08:00.002+08:00

Tis month.. many things happened...
1st~ Mf is not around... she is in colorado.. she wont bak for cny.. sob.. miss her..
2nd~ Dear ivy oso has her training in PAngkor Island.. oso wont bak for cny... sob..
3rd - I cut my hair d!!! even shorter.. haha.. but many said quite nice.. good comments.. lolx..
4th - Skul reopen.. not fun at all!!! when teacher teaches... but fun when crap wif frens.. wakaka..
5th - my burfday!! thx for those ppl celebrated n wished me!!
6th - vulgar words r spreading n mushrooming seriously.. pls stop it!! thx.. for those considerate ppl... shut up.. for those inconsiderate mean ppl...
7th - many seniors looking for work.. some bcame teacher.. some bcame promoter.. not bad.. keep go on!!!
8th - tension time!! cox cny is coming soon!!.. wakaka. angpau angpau.. n eat eat.... lolx.. reunion dinner..
9th - im so sorry for my frens who... bla bla bla... shhhh....(secret)... lolx..
10th - do u see a teacher straight asked students don attend to skul when the students wan to take a permission for bak early?!?.. if no~ ask me.. im the students that been asked to not attend!!! lolx..

THE END ~

p/s : when u r in love.. pls love urself more than she / he loves u.. mux left 40 % for ur own.. cox.. if u jump deeply.. u wil be hurt more badly.. unless.. u reli reli reli x 1000 confirm that he/she r ur true ones!!!

Nice burfday!!!!

2009-01-11T01:29:00.005+08:00

7 dec 2009 ( WED ) ~

-went back to secondary school to see my junior's performance with alex.. wey kiat.. siau san.. michelle.. pei boon.. choy yee.. and shu ying them..

- after that.. went back to ku.. to find huishin to celebrate her 18th burfday.. n my 19th burfday.. lolx.. and guess wat.. i got a shoe!!!! LEVIS!!! Thanks to ss... bought it for me.. its reli nice..

My lovely shoe~

10th JAN 2009 ( SAT ) ~

- Today is my birthday!!!
- 12am, 1st sender of greeting is from siau san!! but b4 tat oso got ppl greet me as well.. haha.. after that continue with leongchin's msg.. ah ben's... ee leen's.. etc etc..

- 8.30 pm.. went to station 1 celebrate with my high skul frenz.. happy.. haha.. cox.. err.. got so many ppl celebrate for me.. and~.. i've got a cheese cake !! wohoo~.. but ate some only.. full~.. kakaz..

- Now.. sincerely thanks to all my frenz below to celebrate for me.. Thanks a lot!!! :

siau san.. michelle.. alex.. weykiat.. huishin.. sze yin.. lee sin.. sze pei.. han loong.. thong chin.. pei boon.. shu ying.. choy yee.. ah ben.. yy.. piekying.. bangkia.. waikit.. koktai... chikun.. jj.. wenqiang.. wengkit.. siauman.. nel.. choryau.. chriex.. sze chiex.. chze hsien.. chia heng.. otc.. weiyoong.. chung guan.. kee voon.. tiong tsien.. zhi zhong.. jocelyn..wahda.. step son.. sheng yu.. edmund.. jun xiang.. brian aka choppy.. meijee.. sway.. soon poi.. han loong.. ozz.. chee yong.. kai wen.. sin yee.. botakchin.. debbie.. etc etc..

( if i forgotten ur name.. sorry oh.. not purpose.. don sad.. lolx.. grow older edi shud be a bit sot sot~ hahaz.. )

-anyway.. thanks guys.. reli thank u a lot a lot.. tis is a great burfday for me!! thanks.. hope my wishes will come true... picture wil be updated soon~.. not many oso lar.. haha..

Cheesecake bought by bangkia~.. lolx.. thanks..

moody.. sad

2009-01-04T02:20:00.003+08:00

today..
im moody..
bcox of 1 thing...
drunk... alcohol.. vomit.. that's all..

~END~

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-01-02T22:02:00.003+08:00

Lolx.. quite true wat... wakaka..
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Go test ur personality if feel free..
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Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Goodbye 2008!! Hello 2009!!!

2009-01-01T11:16:00.000+08:00

2008 jux over.. which means... already become Last year!!!
Yesterday 2008 dec 31st i went to have a drink with friends, YY.. Nel.. ah Ben.. Kit and Chriex.. at The C-vitas, Bukit Tinggi..
Well.. the restaurant.. nice.. seems high class.. but service really sxxxs... Kit ordered a combo set.. the waiter dint jot down.. we already asked more than twice to reconfirm it... but.. those waiters... besides a word 'sorry'... summore said 'we are quite busy... so sorry~~' swt... 11.25pm started to ask.. til 12.05am.. finally the waiter went to check and tell us he dint jot down.. OMG!!
Okay.. Fine~.. already 2009 wat!! don mind.. wait for that stupid set then ss for a while.. talked crap.. and met my pbsm friends, tomato.. Lolx.. He had a gf i think.. quite pretty... kekez.. not bad wat.. got a gf ! !
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Below is a short brief bout last yr..
2008
January - worked as part time at JJ bukit raja.. Quite fun but tired with those reality discrimination and prejudice
February - Happy new yr i think.. Lolx.. Angpau month.. Sure happy wat!!
March - Got my spm result.. Sad cox dint get what result i want.. but i still feel happy for my add maths!! Mr Lim!! dint disappoint u!! although i dint concentrate in ur class.. kekez...
April and May - Busy applying college scholarships... Well.. Im quite happy that i've got the sinchew's full scholar for me to pursue event management course at sunway college.. but still.. due some factors and reasons.. i dint take it.. Yet this gave me a chance to take experience when interview.. Finally i choose Form 6...
Jun - School reopen!! Busy with fees.. study... extra-corricular activities.. Damn tired.. but enjoyable~~ Lolx..
July - Ow week in this month.. Well.. not as scary as what i think la!! Kekez.. Jux enjoy it will do~
August - Busy with those club interviews.. so tired.. mostly every week and every day stay back at school to wait for interview.. Phew~ exhausted month!!
September - AGM started!! Club agm... bla bla bla.. Feel quite nervous when had those AGM.. cox.. many students applying for higher post in order to get points.. All these nearly let me feel wana giving up everything.. But at last dint oso.. hehe.. bcox of frens..
October - Hmm.. (thinking..).. u never imagine how terrible those students are when got those higher post.. Before AGM.. they seem so passionate... active.. and eager to do well in organising activites.. Once after AGM.. They turned into devil i think.. All showed lazy.. irresponsible acts.. TIS IS WHAT REALITY ARE!! This month oso busy with seniors farewell party.. exhausted.. but im happy with all of it!!
November - MTE farewell party.. Im the head of this activity.. stressful.. lack of confident.. Scared.. but.. at least i ended it with nice and enjoyable ending.. (hate somebody likes to destroy the feeling of happiness.. stu~).. and this month keep on extra class during holiday.. aiks.. cant imagine next yr.. opps.. i mean this yr 2009 gona hav how many extraaaa class.. lolx..
December - Wakaka.. Holiday!! but stil got tuition tuition tuition.. aiks.. kekez..

- THE END -

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A new year comes..
A new hope begins..
May all of us.. Having the same spirit.. same courage.. same strength to continue our journey..
In order to achieve the success and achivement we dreamt for..
Jia you to all my frens.. Gambateh to all my pals.. and Work hard to my gangs!!

May all of us stay healthy.. wealthy and happy in this year 2009!!!!!!

My Nephew's burfday!!! No doubt!! The Xmas Child!!!

2008-12-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

Omg... His dad = my cousin's husband... reli a good father...

Tis cake is designed by him.. I wish i hav 1 cake designed by myself.. Lolx..
Lolx.. Spiderman post!!

From the left : Huai.. Hao (burfday kid).. Ni ni.. Chyuan and Qian

My nephew's birthday!!

Wohoo~~ 3 yrs old edi!!..

Every yr 25th of december oso his burfday.. so nice..

Hope u wil be happy always and stay healthy!!

Tagged by wei yoong~~~

2008-12-22T13:34:00.000+08:00

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Heart broken.. I might angry and cry for the whole day i think.. xD

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Be happy forever and no worries..

3. What is your dream?
To find what i wana to be.. lolx..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Travel.. Eat.. and Save some of it in my bank!!!

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
wakaka.. same ans with wei yoong?!?.. lolx

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both at the same time..

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I'll wait him forever if he still waits me.. lolx..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I'll bless them to be happy forever..

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Lolx.. Act is quite suffering..

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
I will.. since i already break up with him what.. so be friends..

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
Hmm.. Tat time i wil be 28.. err.. old?!?.. wakaka..

12. What's your fear?
Anything.. insects.. strangers.. horror movie..

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Off my alarm clock!! xD

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yea~~

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Wat question is this?.. swt..

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Depends...

17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Both oso hav its advantages.. can i choose both den?!?.. lolx..

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess,
Err.. Good den!!.. No worries.. I can have a good life.. lolx..

Shared the exciting.. nervous.. and happy moment...

2008-12-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

<< Pics of Old frenz with me during rc nite 2008.

Want to greet my fellow juniors...
You all are the best...
Never give up and try all your hardwork to achieve the best of the best!!!
What you all had done along this year.. tonight is what you all deserved...
Whenever there is a probs.. solve it.. face it.. and take it as a hard challenge..
You will feel the experience.. achievement and guidance of solving the probs..
Be strong and Be Tough!!
GAMBATEH!!

Best Unit !!! Best Activity!! and Best KUS of 2008!!!
The 3 TOP BEST AWARDS !!!

Exploitative... Realistic.. Forcing... Indulgence...

2008-12-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

Exploitative..
Ppl likes to exploitating others in order to get what they want..
I can tell u that this is one of the factor the world is gona 'sick'.. SICK of exploitating acts and be fake!!!

Realistic..
Well.. no doubt that nowadays ppl r quite real~~~listic in anything...
money.. post.. sosial n public relationship..
ALL sure related..
If you are the poor ones... ppl will look under you...
Once you are the rich ones..those ppl who look under you wil start to do some weird action~~ such as.. err... talk to u?!?!.. smthg like tat i think!!!..

Forcing...
Haiz... this is the most serious case..
Ok.. start!!..
PLs don force Ppl whenever they dont willing to do it because sometimes tis reli annoying and unrespect others!!!
Giving a high expectation is good.. but... not throwing all the things and let ppl do your part!!

LAst one.. Indulgence..
Whenever ppl indulging us with good attitude... its ok...
But~~~ when ppl indulging you with bad habits or even brain washed you.. PLS SAY NO!!
Not act as a stupid ppl and let ppl using you like a DOLL~~~

Am i crapping?!?.. NO!!.. Im not!!..
Lolx.. Im oso not moody... Jux helping ppl to shout out!!.. Thx... muahahaha..

THE END~~

幸福的人~

2008-12-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

我应该算是幸福人吧...
因为.. 我:
-出生在一个好..平凡..小康之家
-有三餐温饱
-有父母的疼爱
-可以像朋友一样..去上学..增加知识..
-有汽车可坐..不必走路..嘻嘻..
-有电视机..电脑玩..
-有一群死党...不管是刚认识或拍挡5年的..
-有许多疼..爱..关心我的人..

那...我还要期许什么呢?.. 哈哈..

在这世界上...权位..金钱..只是生外物...
虽然没有钱万万不能..但拥有了上亿万的家产..住洋房..驾名车..戴上过万的首饰..穿上名牌衣.. 你也只是得到满足上的快乐..而这不是真正人人所寻觅的快乐...
有些人..往往被金钱与权位蒙蔽了自己的双眼..看不到眼前的事物..自毁了自己的幸福...当事情发生了才后悔..
难道..这是现实人所谓的'幸福'?....

若你无法寻找那真正的快乐..那有钱..你不一定是最幸福的人哦!!!..

7th Nov 2008

2008-11-08T14:40:00.000+08:00

7th november 2008..
Graduation day for seniors..
n my 1 member of 9.. ivy's farewell party..

To seniors:
Thanks u all for everything n anything u all gave me..
I'll appreciate tat..
although sometimes reli got some probs handling wif u all.. cox u all r so so so active!!.. lolz..
If got any inconvenience tat caused the relationship btw us affected... i jux can say sorry..sorry... n sorry..
Stpm is jux around the corner.. don give up!!.. u all wil pass it wif flying colours...
So.. wish u all stay healthy.. n all the best in ur future journey!!

To my dear birdy/ivy/rafflesia:
I will miss u alot alot alot!! for tis coming 4 months..
Yday we wana take pic wif u.. but u denied it.. i noe... u scare... u jux hold on ur tears.. u jux wil miss us alot..
But at last.. u oso nid to take wif us!! lolz..
Although i've been scolded by parents..but tis is the moment tat we can be together for the last time until next yr edi.. don be sad k?!?..

I plan for u edi.. don worry!!..
For tis coming hs.. mine.. n ls birthday celebration.. we wil help u greet fei por happy burfday.. n if wan we can share the present de~.. the money hutang us for 4 months 1st lor.. den count in interest oso.. haha.. jk..
for next yr cny.. u cant join us.. but.. don worry.. i'll ask alex 3G with u.. den we can keep contact wif u.. hahaz..

Hmm.. promise me tat u mux stay strong n be healthy k?!?.. Anything happen... share wif us.. We all members of 9 wil stay here support u!!.. Muacks!!!
Don sad.. be happy!!.. Got time pls online.. we can chat!!..

~the End~

2008-10-11T01:36:00.000+08:00

不知不觉地

我失去了那个感觉

那个曾与死党开心和合作的感觉

可能是换了新环境的因素吧!

和不一样的人合作

真是很令我感到压力且无助

每当与不同的人合作

就有不同的烦恼

有时真是让人愤怒且失望

放弃一切抛开所有事物

是我曾想做的事

但我不能做到

我还有自己的原则,责任在

就算全部人都不要.. 我都会一个人支撑着

还记得我看过一篇文章

它告诉了我一个"启示"

~不要因为别人对你的评价而难过, 而是检讨你对自己的评价..~

我都一直都相信.. 经验.. 是一个人自己去亲身体验和累积的..

这也是一种磨练.. 一种别人和自己不一样的地方..

当你放弃了一切.. 就等于你放弃了自己的机会来磨练和体会.. 而不是别人放弃了你..

若放弃了你自己.. 就是放弃了一切!!!

A memory with U...

2008-09-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks .. jux 2 weeks time..

u gona fly den..

to a far place..

to pursue ur study..

hmm.. well..

suddenly remembered all memory we had..

from standard 2 to standard 3.. den u changed skul..

den start all again in form 2.. til form 5..

we same class for 6 years...

Til now..

u said u gona fly to other country..

for 6 years..

NOw we r 18.. 6 more yrs means we gona be 24..

til tat time.. do we stil frenz?..

do u stil remember us?..

I definitely can tell u.. tat we all sure wont forget u..

LAst week met u..

N i can see tat u hav changed..

bcum more independent n mature..

summore got a nice n gud gf oh!!! Wohoo~~

When listened py n jocin calcultating ur 33 yrs of studying n working bla bla bla..

I feel tat time passes like a flowing water..

Never stop til the end..

Take care oh.. my dear fren..

n hope tat u stil the cc i knew after ur return in 6 yrs time..

***********************************************************************************

Jonas Brothers.. Rocks!...

Recently love their songz..

From S.O.S..

WHen u look me in the eyes..

til Play the Music..

Music..

is the only thing..

tat i can hope for..

Frenz..

r ppl.. tat i can blief to..

Life..

is a pathway.. tat i nid to go thru..

Life.. can be meaningless when u feel it is useless..

Yet.. it can be A precious n memorable thing when u enjoy it..

Wohoo~~~~

Out Of thinking Mind

2008-09-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

Its doesnt matter if u dunno..
or u don understand watz im talking bout'..
coz.. i oso dono watz im writing bout'..

Sometimes... Its not the matter for u all when deciding or act something..
but for me its reli a headache probs..
Wat reli think inside my mind is... Kikikukiki lor...
Its out of Space!!! Memory Full...
SOme1 pls help me delete ?!?...

A sudden act.. had Changed my life upside down..
A sudden word.. makes someone cried..
A sudden decision.. Wil it turns out tat someone to commit suicide?...

Ive been searching around.. n expect something..
when u look me in the eyes..
yet.. i still cant find it...
I jux can say.. Sorry to u all.. n Thank u... for all..

*Miss ya all.. dear s4 gangs.. n pbsm frenz... When we can meet?!?..
A song.. for u all..

WHEN YOU LOOK ME IN THE EYES
"If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,

*And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes.
*

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes... Oh"

喜欢?!?.. 爱?!?!

2008-08-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

喜欢..是什么?..
爱.. 是什么?

喜欢..
可以是简简单单地喜欢..
也可以是爱的起点..
当你是喜欢一个人时..
须很清楚地知道..
你到底是简简单单喜欢他/她.. 还是爱地喜欢他/她?..

简简单单的喜欢..
是你:
喜欢他/她的为人..
他/她的性格..
他/她的作风..

爱..
是当你看不见他/她..
你会:
想念他/她..
在猜测他/她在做什么..
不知不觉地很想知道他/她的一切..
包容他/她的好与坏..
宽恕他/她的一切..

所以.. 你很确定你是喜欢他/她..
还是爱上他/她呢?!?!..

FATE.. is a funny thing sometimes... Lolz..

开心,快乐和笑容

2008-08-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

开心,快乐和笑容

忙碌
是我们每天都会有的

无趣
是我们在一端时刻会体验到的

发闷
是每个人都会在某段时间感觉得到的

无论多忙碌,无趣,发闷
但.. 开心,快乐
是我们自己创造的

开心
是我们心灵上的解药

快乐
是疗伤的灵丹

而笑容
是让人迷上你的'武器'

那么
为何我们不要永远地开心,快乐地度过每一天呢?

就让我们潇洒地.. 灿烂地..
过着开心的生活就好!!

记得... 开心的笑容~~是你和我之间的钥匙
来创造出我们的友谊的哦!!! 嘻嘻!! :)

~~Expect the Unexpected~~ Look Beyond It..